Skin to Skin

Chapter 17

Dean wiped his face and jostled Castiel, getting his attention whether he was really asleep or not. "Hey beautiful, lets put on some music?" Castiel smiled at being called beautiful, it wasn't often it happened, and got up to turn on some music. He left the volume at background noise and looked at Dean sitting in his computer chair, memorizing every contour of his face and body. Castiel wanted to count all the freckles on his Adonis like face, run his finger along the sharp edge of his jaw. The song Lose it by Oh Wonder came on and Castiel smiled, it was one of his favourites. "Dance with me?" Castiel was trying to thwart his depression, keep at bay the bad thoughts and create amazing memories. Dean chuckled shyly, "I don't really dance..." Castiel pulled him up by his arm, wrapping it around him. "No one else is here but us, come on, stop being so stiff." Castiel swayed a little to the music, smiling, giggling and Dean's face lightened up.
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Dancing is way out of Dean's comfort zone, but that smile, that genuine giggle, brightened up that dark room. He moved a little to the music, making a fool of himself, Castiel giggled even more, his face flush with laughter. Dean pulled Castiel in for a kiss while dancing to the music, moving them both out of rhythm. "See, it's not that bad." Castiel said against his lips and Dean whispered back, "it's great." He twirled Castiel and the other man doubled in laughter. This is what they needed, Castiel truly was an angel, brightening his life up bit by bit. His blues eyes reflected in the moonlight and it took Dean's breath away, "You're so beautiful Cassy..." Dean kissed him again, kissed him like he was lost at sea and Castiel was the last glass of water. Time stopped for Dean, everything stopped, and he cherished the feeling of Castiel's lips against his, the softness of his blonde hair when it falls forward and brushes against his face. He pulled back from the kiss, stared into Castiel's blue eyes. "I love you so much..."
Dean led Castiel over to the bed, undressing himself slowly as he walked. Castiel shed his clothing as well, his skin mesmerizing in the moonlight. Dean laid Castiel down underneath him, slotting himself between those thick thighs. He let his hands wander over his flat stomach, those cut hips, willing his fingers to remember what this felt like. "Cassy..." Dean placed a kiss on one of those delicate hips and goosebumps spread across Castiel's skin. He hovered over him, placing kisses everywhere, his chest, stomach, shoulders, his neck, lastly his lips. ~*~
Castiel shivered at Dean's gentle touch, he had no idea Dean was capable of this. He looked down and those green eyes held every emotion in them, Castiel blushed, it was so intense. Dean kissed his inner thigh and he gasped, hot breath brushing against sensitive skin. "Dean.." The bigger man came back to his lips, pressing their bodies together, rolling his hips into Castiel's. He stroked Castiel's erection, it rapidly growing harder under his calloused hands. Castiel didn't want sex, he just wanted this touch, he wanted to remember Dean's hands exploring his body. Castiel squeezed Dean's broad shoulders, letting them travel down to his flexing biceps as he held himself above Castiel. He looked into those green eyes as they watched Castiel's reaction, feeling closer to Dean than he ever thought possible. "I love you." He said with a breathy voice, barely able to get out the words. Dean kissed him, sucked on his bottom lip. "I love you too.."