Chapter 20

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All eyes were on me as I walk back into the cafeteria. I just try to ignore them and head back to mine and Beth's cell. Beth wasn't there of course, so I sat down on the carpet. I just wanted to calm myself down. I heard a quiet knock and I turned my head in the direction of the door. Beth smiled at me as she walked in. She walked over to the brown dresser and pulled out a book. She passes it to me.
"Here I don't know if you like reading but it'll keep you occupied until we can find you a job" I looked down at the book and than back at her.
"Thanks, I actually love to read and maybe can you talk to Rick about getting someone to teach me about killing walkers" I asked ?  She nodded and walked out of the cell. I looked down at the book which was titled The Hound of The Baskerville. It was a really old book but I bet it's really good. I get up and lay down on my bunk. I began to read and soon I'm lost in the world of black and white ink.

Beth's Pov
I'm sitting down in the grass watching Rick and Carl do some farm work in the crops. Judith and Ethan sat on a blanket in front of me playing with a couple of baby blocks. Their honesty so cute and there growing up so fast. Judith looks up at me and points at the pigs. I smiled picking her and Ethan up to see the pigs. The pigs rolled in the dirt causing both of them to start giggling. I just smile as the two are just too adorable to handle. I bring them back to the blanket as they get bored of the pigs. I place them back on the blanket and they begin to play with their little blocks again. I look up at Rick who is smiling at the babies. I smiled at him and he waves and got back to work. I hope Lexi will Remember more soon. So things can get back to how they were before...

Carl's pov
The sun was hot as I helped my dad with the crops. There were many thoughts running through my head at the moment and I just wanted my head to shut the hell up. I just can't believe Lexi's alive. At first I thought she just looked like her but my dad confirmed my thoughts were wrong. She probably hates me now, and I have to try my fucking best to get her to slowly like me again. I have to start slow and give her space, I don't wanna come off clingy. She doesn't even remember me and all she knows me as is a crazy psychopath. Ugh way to go Carl.  I take a deep breath and focus on my work.

Lexi's pov

I place my book down and get off my bed. I grab my crutches and walk out to the field .The sun was scorching hot and the grass was a beautiful green. I look out into the field and my head goes dizzy. I knew what was happening and I wish I would stop passing out every time I remember something. I lost control of my body as I hit the ground my eyes suddenly close and there I was in a different scenario.

The chilly wind was howling as the stars shine bright. The moon was full and had beautiful smiling face. I loved looking up at the stars at night. I used to do it all the time as a kid. I felt a light touch on my shoulder and looked up to see Carl who sat down beside me. We always sat outside together.  I've notice that he's more nice when he's tired. There was a side of Carl that I didn't know and I wanted to know so badly. We looked up at the stars and saw a shooting one falling out of place.
" quick make a wish" Carl said pointing to the star.
I thought about it quickly,  and quickly made a wish before it was out of sight. He looked at me and smiled.
"What did you wish for " he asked.
I just laughed and looked down at the grass.
"To know more about you" I said quietly. He lifted my chin up and looked confused.
" What do you wanna know" he asked?
I looked deep into this ocean blue eyes and smiled.
"The real Carl Grimes" I said. He laughed and got up.
" Maybe one day " and that's when he faded into the darkness. I just sighed and knew the nice Carl doesn't ever last long. When was I going to get the real sweet Carl to stay. I guess I'll never know.

The field slowly disappeared and the calls on my name were heard. I open my eyes to see the one and only Carl Grimes looking down at me.
" Are you okay, you just fainted " he asked worriedly. He was worried about me? That's weird. I now know that me and Carl were kinda friends but nothing like a huge bond, I think.

A sudden thought came into my head, I'm going to be rude and pretend that I didn't remember anything about him. Maybe that might get him to show the" real him ".
" yup thats pretty obvious, now get the hell away from me" I said pushing him out of the way and helping myself up and walking over to the field were Beth held the two babies looking over at me.
I just smiled to myself. This is going to be fun. I look back at Carl who stood with a surprised face still in the same position he was when I left.

I need to remember more. This Carl Grimes dude is something interesting and I wanna know more.

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Hey guys sorry I haven't been updating but I promise I will start to more often and I wanted to clear up some questions you might have about this chapter.  There might have been a time gap between one of my chapters and the memory she had today was from that time gap. So you will start to know more about Carl and Lexi's relationship later on. Anyway what are your thoughts on the chapter.  Do you like Lexi's idea or not. Please leave a comment on your thoughts. I'm also going to start asking questions after every chapter, which I'll call question of the day.
*Question of the Day : What do you guys want to see in my future updates? 

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