you are the definition of oblivion
to my growing infatuation with your eyes
even though they mirror mine
yours hold a light
a flame that burns me
so i always break our gaze
it reflects in my tight-lipped smile
that's the only reason they ever say i'm glowing while wrapped in your arms
your arms, that fit around me and settle for bruised hipbones
but they only ache in your absence
when my chest feels hollow as my heart echoes in my ears
until i become so numb to these thoughts
because they all revolve around you
i yearn for white noise to win this time
take away from nostalgia's nightly appearance on my windowsill
make me a stranger to this not so strange sadness again
until i forget what a close companion loneliness has become
once i said you were a reminder of coffee beans
and you laughed at the only poetry i wrote for you
but my coffee is preferably bitter
rarely sweet
which describes your relationship with me
which answers to our physical altercations
which explains fucking everything i can ever feel for you.
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a/n: smh i can't stand his fucking eyes anymore haha
