50. Homesick

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Home is where I learned you can be vulnerable

And not fearful of sharing parts of yourself you once deemed too fragile to trust in another's hands

When I first encountered home I never anticipated to ever feel this comfort

Everything I had ever taken shelter in has always pushed me away again

But I am not bitter for without these times I would not have learned to love the rain

On the first day I met my home I knew excitement but not love

I knew how to be wary of attachment due to familiarity with temporary

However three years nearly since and I have settled in

I don't plan to leave the warmth of what was made here

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What does home look like?

Well I can tell nothing of paint nor ceiling heights

For my home has two brown eyes with red streaks

Mirroring the fire in her heart that burns and drives her to follow her passions

The only windows home has sit on her nose and fall down when she studies the ground too long

Curtains of dark brown hair that I've before mistaken for black fall down to frame her face

Just long enough to rest below collarbones

Home is beautiful beyond my ability to describe

I may not know much but I know home smells of fresh laundry, soap, and the warmth of her love

A combination that has become comfort when doubt riddles the world

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My best friend is home if I've ever had one

For every midnight we pass

And every memory that puts movie moments to shame

She has taught me how to love so deeply

I don't know what the world has done to deserve her

Let alone myself for having her as the best friend anyone could ask for

But this is for the laughter tears she creates

The salt water stains she has wiped from my cheeks

This is for the girl with red brown eyes

The warmest smile I have ever known

This is for the one who showed me how to love without fear

The safety in her tight hugs

This is for the strength in her heart even when her shoulders fall

This is for my best friend

Everything we have encountered and everything we will

This is for you, Henna.

Because try as I might words will never capture my appreciation and love for you

I love everything you are with everything I am

And for the first time I know what it means to be homesick

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A/N: I love you so much, Henna. Thank you for everything and I hope you have an amazing day because you deserve the best my friend.

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