me and you

Chapter 33

This week, I've found myself strolling the school campus alone, sitting on my tree alone and eating alone. This week is one of the shittiest day of my life. You've probably guessed it right.

Valentine's Day. It's a day I've never been fond of for reasons that are probably obvious. Cute couples doing cute couple things and mocking my lack of a relationship had always been disgusting, especially when highschool started. But this year, I was in a relationship, which meant I could do cute couple things.

But things are only just the same, and worse. Mark had always come up with tons of excuses saying that he had to babysit Mei again. Jackson is busy with his studies, Minhyuk has his work and Tzuyu, well Tzuyu is probably dating with her 'girlfriend'.

Last two weeks ago, Dahyun had told me she and Momo became friends once again. And again, here she goes with her rambling on how Momo is hot then again with her anger with Momo. I still don't understand this girl.

Soon enough, she and Momo went out together again. (And yes I've been using the word 'again' multiple times due to the fact that this happened in the past.) I guess her love for Momo never faded.

Mom is out finding another soulmate, And I guess she did find one too. She's just young so it may be fine for her to go around and find someone to love again. There are things called as Second Chance anyways.

Mom found this tomboyish looking girl that moved beside our house, a new neighbour. She visited the woman whom she actually thought was a boy at first (which she gets alot), and started fanning herself. The tomboy just laughed and let mom in.

Mom did told me the woman's name. It was Ambie? Amie? Amer? Am.. OH YES AMBER! There, Amber! It's funny to see mom getting all flustered just by hearing that uhh can I call her a guy? Whatever, Mom gets all blushy blushy whenever I mention Amber's name. She was just two years older than mom. And she did mention that the girl looked like a llama.

Uncle Kai.. There's nothing much happening to him. I guess he was in the same position like Mom is in, He's finding the love of his life~ You thought that 'Oh Kai likes Krystal here! Kaistal is real!'-- But NO. No one in this family is straight! Not Mom, Not Dahyun and Not even Uncle!

Now I'm guessing you're curious on why am I straight and dating Mark? I don't know either. I may just be desperate to love someone. Ah, Mollayo.

Technically, I'm alone at home, facing this pile of school works and jamming to some good ol' songs famous in Korea. Listening to musics gave me a little motivation to atleast finish some projects and homeworks, I mean like, Who wouldn't?

After a few hours of talking to myself, cramming and jamming, I heard a knock on the door. Obviously indicating that someone's home. Finally.

I lazily dragged myself towards the door, my pen still in hand as I slowly opened my door. And to my surprise..

Do you even know who this person is?

I'll give you a hint. Tzuyu's 'girlfriend'.

Yes, It's Mina.

I stared at her blankly while she awkwardly stared back with a small smile. She gave a little wave and I returned it with hesitation.

What is she doing here? Shouldn't she be with Tzuyu?

"Ah, Hello unnie, Am I disturbing you?" Her soft, meek voice was barely a whisped to my ear.

Does it look like I'm busy?

No, That's too rude Sana.

I smiled a bit and shook my head. "No, No ,no. You're not bothering me." She sighed in relief. She relaxed a bit and smiled.

"Let me introduce myself properly," She fixed her quite crampled blouse and straightened up. "I'm Mina, Myoui Mina." Her shaky hands reached out, and I shook it like the usual thing.

"Sana, Minatozaki Sana. Mark's girlfriend." Mina mouthed an 'o' before nodding. "Yeah I'm quite aware of that."

I shrugged and let her in. The aura surrounding us was pure awkwardness. What's she doing here though? Shouldn't she be with Tzuyu?

Mina sat on the couch when I told her to, she obeyed like a puppy to its owner.

"What're you doing here anyways? I thought you are with Tzuyu?"

Mina hummed. "Tzuyu's quite busy, But we did go out earlier." Sana raised a brow.

"Busy with what?"

"Oh, just something. She doesn't want to tell it to me either."

Pssh, What kind of girlfriend wouldn't let her lover know what's going on around her? Tss tss.

"Hey unnie, Can I ask you a question?"

You already did.

Shut up Sana.

"Sure, Why not?"

Mina paused for awhile. "Why are you dating Mark oppa?"

I looked at her, confused. Of course I'm dating him because I love him!

"Unnie, You should stop lying to yourself that you love him."

I was speechless. Why? Alot of people kept on asking me this, Why are you dating the school's playboy?

Was it bad? Was it bad that I chose to date him? Can't I just be happy for once? Is he that bad?

But why was I speechless? I do know I love Mark but why are they doubting it? I'm not lying to myself. Am I?

A soft sigh escaped my shaky lips, It's shakin? "I don't know Mina, I know I love him butㅡ"

"You don't love him emotionally, right?" Mina cutted me off. Hey that was rude! But why am I guilty?

I averted my eyes everywhere but the brunette infront of me. It affected me, Her words affected me like blocks of bricks were just thrown on me. Reality does hurt. Why was I lying to myself?

A chuckle was heard from the younger girl. "Well unnie, goodluck with that. I have to take my leave now."

And with that, I was left confused and was questioning myself.

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