me and you

Chapter 32

Over the next few weeks, I found myself spending majority of my time alone. Mark, Mark had always had excuses saying that she had to take care of Mei or his sick Mom. Jackson is busy with homeworks lately and Minhyuk has his job now. As for my best friend, Tzuyu has been busy lately, probably because she already has her 'girlfriend'. But she still spends time with me.

It hurts. It hurts to know that I had a rival to have Tzuyu's attention all for myself. Call me selfish or what, But this is what I'm used to. Being Tzuyu's companion through everything.

There's one thing I'm sure of, Tzuyu's happy with Mina. You saw that bright smile she had right? It sucks to know Mina could bring that blinding smile Tzuyu owns.

But does Mina have this huge white teddy bear with her too? Did Tzuyu give her a bouquet of white flowers that were plastic to show Tzuyu's undying love for her? How about the white chocolates? Did Tzuyu gave her too?

I thought I was special. I thought I was her only source of happiness besides Chaeyoung and her family.

I guess they were right. I was too late.

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The next day, I went to school alone. Being greeted by the cold breeze was overwhelming. Tzuyu would usually wrap her jacket around me and walk me to school even if she was freezing to death.

But she has someone to take care of now. Her priority.

Seriously though, Why of all hundreds of squirrels didn't Tzuyu told me this in the first place?

My chain of thoughts were interrupted abruptly when a loud beep coming from the car beside me emitted. I quickly turned to looked at my left to see Mark in his car, waving at me.

I smiled. "Hey."

"Hey babe, Get in, I'll drive you to school." Mark unlocked the door and I hesitated to enter. Why? I dunno once again.

I entered his car, I sat here multiple times already but it still give me the uncomfortable feeling. It's not as cozy as Tzuyu's car.

Mark pecked me on my cheeks before driving again. I sat in silence, watching the view. But one thing caught my sight. Tzuyu and Mina walking hand-in-hand as they walked through the snowy pathwalks.

My blood boiled 100°c (exagerrating to the highest level). I was about to get out of the car when my inner 'good' Sana pulled me back.

That's her girlfriend Sana. Stop.

I sighed and shrunk back into my seat. Mark looked at me confusingly. "Are you okay babe?"

I gave him a blank look before nodding.

"You're unsually quiet. What's wrong?"

I glanced back at the couple having fun on their way to school. Oh how I wish we were like that.

I looked back at Mark, shaking my head as I did so. "Nothing's wrong."

He sighed and stopped the car at the side. "Do you want to break up?"

My eyes widened. "Break up? Why?"

He shrugged. "You seem to be more committed to your relationship with Tzuyu than your relationship with me. Do you not want to be with me anymore?"

"No, of course not! I mean, yes! I mean... Grrr how do I say this right?" I took a deep breath, taking a few moments to get my thoughts in order before answering his question. "No, Mark. I don't want to break up. I want to be with you."

Really Sana? You're such an idiot motherf-

He took my hands in his. "Do you really mean that?"