*recap*
“You’ll see.” My angel starts to fade away.
“Wait! I have a question?”
“Yes?”
“What’s your name?”
“Leigh.” And with that she drifts away.
After that I triymy best to wake up. Hitting myself in the head and screaming. Nothing was working. I sit down and start to cry.
“Why? Why?”
And then I am blinded with bright lights.
*end of recap*
I feel my eye lids start to lift up. I try to sit up but I’m pushed back down.
“Rest.” Niall says.
“Niall. I missed you.”
“I did too Babe. I have to get the doctor hold on.” He walks out of my room and then back in with a doctor behind him.
“Hi Ashlin. How are you feeling?” The doctor questions.
“Uhh thirsty.” I reply.
“Yes, that’s normal. I’m going to give you about an hour before I have to come in and ask you some questions.”
“Okay.” I whisper.
“Well bye for now.”
“Bye.”
“I was afraid Ashlin.”
“Did you read my note?” I question urgently.
“No, why?”
“Good, please don’t.”
“Why not?”
“I don’t want anybody to have their note. Maybe in a month. Not yet though.” I’ll be gone in a month.
“Ashlin, you know that you won’t be able to do this again?”
“Why not?”
“I can guarantee that you will be going into the hospital.”
“I already am.”
“Not this kind. Like treatment. You need help you know.”
“Yeah, I do.”
“Was this planned?”
“Uh, yes.” I whisper slowly.
“Why Ashlin? Why would you do this to yourself? I just need to know this one thing!”
“Are you sure Niall? It’s pretty heartbreaking if you couldn’t tell.” It is.
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Little Secret (One Direction/Niall Horan)
Hayran KurguAshlin. Ashlin Elizabeth Carsey. I'm different... do want know about me? Well, in that case, I'll tell you a little secret. I'm addicted. Not to alcohol or drugs, but to cutting my wrists. I'm a 'happy' girl, just a little 'tired' that is. My...
