Chapter 6

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As I woke up the next morning, a painful flood of memories smacked me in the face. They screamed out at me and tortured me until I couldn't take it anymore. I ran out of the house and onto a nearby hill-desparate to find a place to relax. I held back my screams and began to grow plants around myself. I beckoned them to surround me, forming a circle of protection.

I grew lilies, daises, sunflowers, trees, roses, tulips-any kind of plant imaginable. I released all of my anger into my work-forming a beautiful garden that flowed gracefully with color. I sighed and walked back to the safe house, feeling better then before. I sat at the table and held my head in my hands. A single tear fell onto my mahogany table, forming a puddle in its place.

As the human representative of Virgo, I was constantly drowning in my emotions. The reason why, you ask? Me-unlike the other signs-bottle up everything, I build walls because I'm afraid of being rejected. I push people away and act cold because if they knew the real me, they'd think I was weak.

When no one is around to hear my screams, I cry myself to sleep. My emotions can be dangerous, I even can not control them myself. My heart aches with the knowledge of friendship and its abilities, yet it's the one thing that screams at me when I speak. My dreams are visions of what will soon become, and my nightmares are what I fear will happen.

I may be the sign that knows all, but I fear that my knowledge will fail me one day. I have my fears, and I have my knowledge. But what I don't have is love and friendship. I'm the quiet girl in class, the lonely person in the corner, the nerd, the geek, the shadow. The loner who runs from a life that was never hers.

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