I Always Loved You, Tenma (Tsurugi x Tenma) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 69 - Funeral

Tenma's P.O.V.
He's gone...... He's really gone.... And he'll never come back....... Why can't I just accept that?...... Is it because of the fact that I still love him?..... Do I really still love him?

Maybe... I still do..... Maybe that's why I still get hurt to know the fact that he's mot by my side anymore.....

"Tenma.... It's time....." Tsurugi said to me as he held my hand as I did the same.

Tsurugi..... The first person who captured my heart...... The first person who got hurt when he knew I had love someone else...... And the first person who still accepted me.....

I nodded at him and he led me to where the coffin was...... I'm still scared...... I still don't want to believe that Louis is gone...... But I have to......

Tsurugi never let go of my hand until we reached the coffin where there...... Louis layed...... I felt my tears flowed again...... I felt Tsurugi let go of my hand as I started ti walk towards it. I looked at the person inside..... I saw my lifeless boyfriend lying there.......

"Louis...... I'm sorry......" I said through my sobs. I'm lost at words...... I don't know anymore......

"And..... Goodbye.... Forever my love......"

And that was it..... I finally broke down. I was crying for the person that I loved who was already gone..... I cried and cried and cried........ I don't care if I'm a mess......

I felt a pair of light arms wrap around me...... Then a voice whispered.......

"I'm always with you Tenma-chan..... Maybe not in sight..... But in heart and mind..... Goodbye......"

Then it disappeared...... "L-Louis....." I was able to say still crying.....

I felt a pair of arms rose me and let me lean on his chest. I looked up and saw Tsurugi with a sad face..... "Let it out....." he whispered......

My tears suddenly flowed again and I hugged him tight and cried harder......

Love hurts..... It hurts so much......

"Never leave me...... Tsurugi......." I whispered...... I felt him hug me back then nodded........

"Tsurugi......." I mumbled.....

"Hmm?" I heard him say......

"Do you still love me......." I mumbled again and I was still crying......

He hugged me tighter..... Then he looked at me.....

"Yes..... I always did and always will....." he whispered back.....

I buried my face into his chest.....

It hurts..... Those words are the same words that Louis used to tell me...... It really hurts..... I remembered Louis's last letter..... I felt more tears flowed as I remember each words....

To: Tenma
From: Louis

Hi, Tenma-chan...
Surely, if you're currently reading this.... That means I'm already gone.. I just want to emphasize two things....

One, I'm sorry for not telling you.... Yes, it's true I have a rare heart disease... I'm very sorry Tenma-chan..... I guess I broke my promise to you to never keep secrets from you, huh?..... Well.... It's my fault.... I'm really sorry....

And two, I love you.... Never forget that..... But I know my love for you is not enough..... And that's because I know that I'm not the right person for you... Tsurugi is... He can love you mire than I did.... So goodluck to the both of you.....

- Love,
Louis

Every word is like a bullet piercing my heart......

I felt Tsurugi hugged me then kiss my forehead.....

"I always loved you, Tenma...... And that will never change......" he whispered which made me cried harder.......

"Thank you......" I mumbled......

"And I love you........."

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A/N: I'm sorry for not being able to update, minna. School was tiresome and I just don't want to let go of this story.....

Yes..... It has come to an end.....

I just want to say thank you for supporting this book upto this chapter!

Thank you for my readers that never ended reading this even though I'm very slow at updating!

I'm sorry for all the late updates....

And thank you minna! See you in my future stories!!! ❤❤❤