Runaways Seventeen fanfic (Jihan, Soonhoon, Minhui, Meanie, Verkwan, Chancheol)

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Soonyoung looked at Seungcheol like he was crazy and was shocked. "A-Anorexic, I don't know what you're talking about." Soonyoung stutters in hesitation, darting his eyes around the room so he didn't have to look at Seungcheol. 

"Soonyoung...you can tell me this stuff if you need to. You're anorexic, am I right?" Seungcheol questions, trying to make Soonyoung tell him for himself. 

"I said I'm not, I'm just sick!" Soonyoung exclaims, trying to make it clear to Seungcheol that he wasn't anorexic.

Seungcheol observed Soonyoung for a second before saying "well it does look like you gained  a bit of weight in the time you weren't here. Where were you?" Seungcheol asks but Soonyoung chewed on his bottom lip, not answering Seungcheol. 

"Here...let's go into my room and talk about it" Seungcheol says, slowly reaching out for Soonyoung's hand to hold it, but Soonyoung quickly brought his hand back. "No, I'm not talking to you about it." 

"Soonyoung...you do know this can kill you, right?" 

"It won't kill me!" Soonyoung yells in anger, you could see the visible tears forming in his eyes. 

"So you're admitting that you're anorexic?" Seungcheol questions, a bit happy that he got Soonyoung to admit it, but upset that it was true. 

"I...I'm not anorexic if I'm actually fat." Soonyoung says, pushing those words out of his mouth. He felt that his throat was getting clogged with emotions, it hurt to talk. His eyes were starting to get blurry from the tears forming inside them and when he blinked, a tear rushed down his cheek, clearing his vision. 

"You're not fat Soonyoung..." 

"DON'T LIE TO ME SEUNGCHEOL!" Soonyoung yells, looking at Seungcheol while bawling. "I-I know I'm fat, I can see everyone always staring at me because of it. Wh-When I look at myself...when I see myself in the mirror all I see if someone who's o-obese!" 

"Soonyoung, they're not looking at you because you're fat, they're looking at you because you're abnormally skinny!" Seungcheol answers.

"Stop it! I don't want to talk about this, leave me alone" Soonyoung says, trying to walk past Seungcheol to open the door so he could leave the washroom, but Seungcheol grabbed Soonyoung's arm to stop him. 

"Please Seungcheol, please leave me alone." Soonyoung begs, he was too weak to get himself out of Seungcheol's grip and he was still sobbing. 

Seungcheol looked at Soonyoung who looked so broken and slowly let go of him. Bringing his shaking hand back down to his side. 

Soonyoung quickly scurried out of the washroom and went back into his bedroom to go into his bed and underneath his covers.

Chan came upstairs and walked up to Seungcheol after Soonyoung ran to his bedroom. "Seungcheol, is something wrong?" Chan questions, looking at Seungcheol concerned. 

"I'll...tell you later, let's just go and eat your soup for now." Seungcheol answers in a sad tone, turning around and walking out of the washroom to go downstairs and eat the soup.

Meanwhile at the school everyone was at last period and it was a free period in Wonwoo's class for everyone to study or do homework, but none of the students were actually studying. Some students were, but most students were talking to their friends or were on their phones. 

Wonwoo pulled out his sketch book from his backpack and started sketching away on the drawing he was doing inside of it. He was drawing the person who was giving him mixed emotions. He took out a pencil and started to sketch, trying to remember what the person had looked like.