Runaways Seventeen fanfic (Jihan, Soonhoon, Minhui, Meanie, Verkwan, Chancheol)

Angry

Saturday morning came and Jihoon was still in a terrible mood. He couldn't get any sleep because he was too worried about what would happen, seeing his parents again from such a long time of being apart. He wanted Soonyoung by his side, but he thought Soonyoung stood him up, since he never went inside the dance to meet up with him. 

Jihoon was the last person at the dance yesterday. He staid there until one in the morning waiting for Soonyoung. He thought Soonyoung couldn't find him, or that Soonyoung was having a really long talk with that one guy, but Soonyoung never came back. More then being worried about Soonyoung, Jihoon was very angry. 

He set an alarm to wake himself up since he knew it was going to be a big day today, but there was no point because he staid up the whole night anyway with multiple things bugging his mind. Like where Soonyoung actually went, was he mad at him, how was his parents like, how would they treat him after a year of him being gone, and if his mother was still the same as before. 

He got up from his bed, looking over to Soonyoungs to see it was still empty, it looked like it wasn't slept in either. "So he ran off again...I really needed him today too...he said he'd come with me." Jihoon thought to himself, trying to hold back his tears. Shaking his head to clear his thoughts before standing up and walking over to the washroom to get ready. 

Hansol was also up at the same time, because like Jihoon he couldn't go to sleep either. He was still hung up about the text from Hyungwoo and was cursing himself out for getting Chan into the whole mess. "I'm sorry" he heard Seungkwan say from across the room. 

Hansol looked at Seungkwan when he heard his voice. He saw Seungkwan was laying on his side, but was looking at him. "You staid up the whole night...didn't you?" He questions but Hansol didn't answer. He just looked down and played with his thumbs. 

"I forgive you, so stop moping around. You're sending off a negative vibe to me too." Seungkwan says in annoyance, but you could also hear a hint of concern in his voice. 

"I'm sorry...for making you worry, that is." Hansol answers, ruffling his hair in frustration, trying to think clearly.

"You don't have to be sorry...I can tell you've been going through a lot recently..." Seungkwan answers, groaning as he sat up.

"Thanks...I have to go and talk to Chan for a second, I'll be right back." Hansol says, standing up and quickly walking out of his bedroom, fast walking to Chan and Seungcheol's bedroom. He knocked on their bedroom door a couple times out of respect. 

Once he knocked a couple of times and still heard no reply, he sighed deeply and let himself inside. He saw that the two boys were still asleep and walked to Chan's bed, shaking him to get up. "Chan, Chan wake up." He whispers loud enough for Chan to hear. 

Chan slowly opened his eyes, hearing someone call out his name and feeling someone shake him. "W-What is it Hansol?" Chan asks, sounding extremely tired. 

"I need to talk to you...can you come outside for a minute?" Hansol questions but Chan just turned the other way in annoyance. "Come on Chan I'm being serious, please" Hansol says, sounding like he was desperate to tell Chan now. 

"Leave me alone Hansol, I want to sleep" Chan demands in an angry tone, throwing his pillow at Hansol's face in anger before pulling the covers over himself to 'hide' himself away from Hansol, like it would make any difference. 

"Fine...whatever...I'll tell you later." Hansol faintly says, turning around and walking away from Chan to leave his bedroom. He closed the door behind him on his way out but ruffled his hair again in frustration. He was getting annoyed with himself and guilt was building up inside him. He didn't know what Hyunwoo would do with Chan tomorrow, but maybe for his own sanity, it was better if he didn't know. 

Jeonghan was on the phone with one of the boys he said he would hook up with, trying to figure out the time and place on when and where they should do it. "You know...you could talk a little quieter, I'm trying to study." Joshua says, sounding like he was annoyed. Knowing Jeonghan was mad at him, thinking he was a homophobe, it was getting him angrier every day. 

Jeonghan glared at Joshua before ending his conversation with the man and putting his phone down beside him on his bed before picking up his chapter book to continue reading. An awkward silence filled the room and Joshua says "you didn't have to end the call, I just wanted you to talk a little quieter." 

"What, because you don't like how I'm meeting up with a man to do it?" Jeonghan asks in annoyance, still looking down into his chapter book. Not bothering to look up at Joshua while speaking to him. 

"I never said that-" 

"You implied it." 

The room became silent once again and Joshua was getting annoyed. He let out a big, almost dramatic sounding sigh. He put his textbook down and closed it, losing his page. He turned his head to Jeonghan to face him while talking and says in a serious tone "I don't hate gay people." 

"Sure you don't." 

"I seriously don't, can't you just believe me?! What's wrong with you?!" Joshua questions, now sounding more angry in his tone of voice, continuing to stare at Jeonghan. 

Jeonghan now put his book down as well and placed it beside him. He looked really angry as he stood up from his bed and glared down at Joshua, staring at him. "What's 'wrong' with me is that I've been told that shit way too many times. You don't think I didn't go to school with catholic freaks before? When people assumed I was gay in elementary they would walk up to me and act like I told them I was gay and it was 'cool' to have a gay friend. They said they liked me and they'd still want to be friends with me, but in the washrooms or locker rooms those same people would whisper about me and say they thought I was a freak! I've been through it all before with you people. Just because you want to be friends with me, but secretly and will always hate me for who I am...makes me sick. I've dealt with it for too long and I can't deal with it again." Jeonghan says in anger and pain. He turned around and stormed out of the bedroom, leaving Joshua alone.

Joshua watched Jeonghan walk out of the bedroom and looked down into his lap. Cursing at himself. "I don't think I should go chasing after him." He thought to himself, picking at the skin on his hand, trying to stop himself from thinking horrible things.

"Leave me alone Minseo!" Soonyoung exclaims, trying to break free of the ropes that Minseo had tied him in, but it was no use. It was obvious that his knots had become tighter than before, so that Soonyoung couldn't break free. 

"You're the one who left me. Did I give permission for you to leave this house?" Minseo asks, looking at Soonyoung with death in his eyes. 

"Leave me alone, let me go!" Soonyoung demands, not answering Minseo. He didn't want to answer him. He wanted to get out of there and go back to Jihoon. 

"You think I'm going to 'let you go?' You must be kidding yourself. I'm not letting you go, and I definitely have to teach you a lesson to never do that again." Minseo says in anger, taking his belt off from around his waist. 

Soonyoung had gotten no sleep because he was screaming for help all night, and seeing Minseo take off his belt, he knew he was going to hurt him. He feared that since he had gotten no sleep, and he was about to be beaten, he'd end up passing out. He didn't want to pass out and not know what Minseo was going to do to him while unconscious. 

"Stop Minseo, please I'm sorry" Soonyoung pleads, looking at Minseo, tears starting to form in his eyes. 

"You can give me your apology after." Minseo says, slapping the belt in his hand a couple times to intimidate Soonyong. 

Soonyoung just stared at Minseo and the belt in fear. Knowing there was nothing he could do, he shook in fear.