the foreshadowing in this chapter is so real
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Jish bby 💖: nic
Jish bby 💖: nikki
Jish bby 💖: lmao don't you hate it when I call you that
Jish bby 💖: please text me back and scold me for calling you Nikki
Jish bby 💖: where are you
Jish bby 💖: you're not home because your car is gone
Jish bby 💖: and I know you're getting these because of the delivered thingy under it
Jish bby 💖: please answer me
|five minutes later/
Jish bby 💖: since you're obviously not going to answer me, I'll tell you about battle of the bands
Jish bby 💖: we won, despite my stupid non-existing fear thing. paramore came in second. we won by only two votes
Jish bby 💖: the band called five seconds of summer got trashed really hard. people were coming up to them and calling them sexist and a whole bunch of other things. I couldn't disagree with them.
Jish bby 💖: my pills got upped
Jish bby 💖: again
Jish bby 💖: they evaluated me and decided that I was only getting worse, not better, even though the season is ending soon.
Jish bby 💖: I also think you're part of the reason too
Jish bby 💖: not in a bad way
Jish bby 💖: it's just that
Jish bby 💖: you're kinda really amazing you were the one who motivated me to get out of bed and actually try every single day
Jish bby 💖: but now you're not there to do that for me anymore
Jish bby 💖: I don't have a reason to go to school anymore
Jish bby 💖: and I miss you a lot
Jish bby 💖: more than anything
Jish bby 💖: I miss seeing you every morning
Jish bby 💖: I miss speaking for you and putting words in your mouth and hearing you laugh whenever I do
Jish bby 💖: I miss everything about you
Jish bby 💖: like kissing you n stuff
Jish bby 💖: giving you hickeys in weird spots so your dad won't see
Jish bby 💖: but away from the kinky stuff
Jish bby 💖: I'm sorry
Jish bby 💖: I know how much you hate Ashley and I know how stupid my choices were when she was my rebound
Jish bby 💖: I used her because I was trying to get over you
Jish bby 💖: then I realized getting over you is impossible
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Keep Quiet // Josh Dun (completed)
FanfictionShe was shy. But Josh didn't mind. Not all things can end happy. Cover creds to @FrankIeroIsOnFire
