Permanently Damaged

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So yesterday was a kind of stressful day.

I had my second accounting test, which I was determined to pass this time. I cut my first class for a bit of extra study time, I took my lunch break to attend some last minute tutoring, I drank some agua de azahar (I have no idea how to say that in English but it's a natural medicine that relaxes you), and made a quick prayer.

I sat in my desk, got the test, wrote my name, and took one good look at everything.

And my brain went on shutdown.

I forgot everything.

I hated everything.

I was freaking pissed.

So after that mess, I picked up my sisters and went home, where I had a little more homework to do. I thought about doing it, but honestly after the mess that morning I decided I'd just take a break.

I turned on my laptop and finally decided that they were never going to release season 3 of RWBY on Netflix, so I finally binged through the entire season on YouTube.

Guys

I have been permanently emotionally damaged by this season.

I have been permanently emotionally damaged by this season

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(Actual photo of me watching the whole season)

It's like the first two seasons were filled with fluff (and some cringiness) some cool fight scenes, and plenty of ship potential, and then season three took a gigantic dump all over that and completely wrecked your emotions while they were at it.

(Slight spoilers ahead. Don't like, don't read)

I just can't help but feel kind of dead after binging through the season. I mean, it was AMAZING, and I'm HYPED for season 4 later this month. But at the same time, it really hit you where it hurts.

You've got three crazy character deaths, a gruesome dismemberment, and worst of all, the deaths of some beautiful ships (Ruby and Weiss not so much, Yang and Blake yes very much, Jaune and Pyhrra... oh GOD WHY???).

I'm not kidding when I say I couldn't even explain to my mom what was wrong with me when I finished watching it. Unless moving my arms wildly and making noises with my mouth counts...

I mean Roosterteeth was basically like:

WE SEE YOU'RE GETTING ATTACHED TO A CHARACTER. YOU CAN KEEP THE PIECES IF YOU WANT. THERES AN ARM OVER THERE AND A TORSO OVER HERE

WHAT? YOU THOUGHT WE WERE OFFERING LESBIAN SHIPS? LOL, THERES A FUCKING CORNER WAITING FOR YOU, BITCH

YOU THOUGHT YOU SAW A CANON SHIP? DON'T WORRY, WE'LL GO AHEAD AND NUKE THAT FOR YA HONEY BUNCHKINS

CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT? MORE LIKE CHARACTER DETERIORATION AYY

CRIPPLING DEPRESSION? NOT OUR PROBLEM

...I'm sorry guys. This season just really messed me up.

If you haven't watched this amazing series yet, fix that.

In the meantime I'm gonna mend my broken soul by reading fanfiction about my sunken ships.

Kay Kay out.

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