I awoke to streetlamps shining in my face and a burst of energy. I tried to close my eyes and drift back to sleep, but it was no use I couldn't go back to sleep. I sighed quietly and got up quietly making sure I didn't wake up Gerard. I snuck out of the bedroom and plopped on the couch, not forgetting to close the bedroom door.
I sat on the couch and turned on the tv, listening to the news reporter talk. I sat my elbow on the couch arm and rested my chin ontop of my palm. That was until I felt someone sit beside me and I jumped up.
"Relax it's just me." Frank assured with a giggle
"You scared me, Jesus Christ Frank!" I whisper yelled
"Oh calm sugar."
There was a silence until I decided to speak up
"So you and Cassie have some fun?" I asked biting my bottom lip to hold back laughter
"Shut up, she came over, and things happened."
"Things...so you mean you two screwed?"
"You and Gerard probably fucked at the hotel." He replied rolling his eyes
"Sure because that happens all the time."
"I don't know it's not like I eavesdrop on you guys."
"Frank don't lie I see your tiny ass legs from the crack in the door."
"Shut up!" He exclaimed giggling
"Exactly you lil shit now why are you up?"
"Cassie keeps snoring and it's annoying."
"I can't believe you're still with her."
"I don't know, I hate to admit it but I don't love her as much as I used to. The spark is kinda gone."
"Then why the fuck did you sleep with her again?"
"Well she came over, she looked hot, and I was hor-"
"You know what that's all I need to hear, I think you need to talk to her about this okay?"
"Okay...thank you."
"No problem you lil shit, now go back to bed before Cassie wakes up."
"But-"
"No buts go back to bed."
He sighed and went back to bed, closing the bedroom door. I let out a giggle at how idiotic he is. I turned off the tv planning to go to bed until I heard quiet sobs.
I stood up and heard the sobs grow louder. I followed the noise to hear it coming from Mikey's room and lightly knocked on his door.
Nothing.
"Mikey." I called quietly
"W-What?" He asked choking back sobs
"Can I come in?"
"P-Please." He pleaded
I opened the door to see nothing but darkness, I turned on a lamp to see Mikey on the edge of the bed crying.
"Hey, hey why are crying?" I asked shutting the door quietly
"I'm s-scared."
"Of what?" I asked sitting by him and putting a arm around his shoulder
"What if Gerard hates me for being this way, what if he thinks I'm weird, what if he th-"
"Mikey I know he's not going to treat you any different, you're still you."
"But what if-"
"He won't hate you and if he starts to I'll slap him. He won't kick you out because this is my house, you'll stay here and he can leave. He won't think of you any differently and if he tries to I'll slap him. Don't worry I know Gerard will support you but I'm here no matter what."
"Thank you Violet." He said and have me a hug
"No problem Mikey, that's what I'm here for."
After a couple of minutes of talking I convinced Mikey into sleeping, of course he said only if I fall asleep with him. And of course I said yes because I need my child to sleep...I mean what.
I slept by him as he lightly snored and mumbled signaling he was fast asleep. I was going to get up but I didn't want him to wake and be alone. I closed my eyes falling into deep sleep.
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"Why did you wake me up again?" Gerard asked as I drove him and Mikey to a restaurant
"Because food." I replied simply
"But I want sleep."
"Too bad." I responded as Mikey giggled quietly
Finally after ten more minutes we ended up at some fancy ass restaurant
"Violet how the hell are we paying for this?!" Mikey asked getting out of the car
"I'm not Frank's money is." I replied bluntly
"Violet!"
"It's okay with all the shit we put with him I think I can take out a 'loan'." I explained doing air quotations on loan
"You're horrible." Gerard budded in
"Sure am thanks for noticing." I replied sporting a much deserved smirk
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After ordering I could tell Gerard was getting suspicious from Mikey looking anxious.
"Okay so why did you guys bring me here, for real this time?" He asked taking a sip of water
"Well I-I-" Mikey started stuttering
"Well Mikey here wanted to tell you something."
Mikey looked at me with pleading eyes and shook his head
"Mikey tell him honey."
"I-I-I'm...I'm g-gay." Mikey said
"You're what?" Gerard asked obviously tooken back by his statement
"I'm gay." He replied a bit more confidently
Gerard sat there for a second probably to process
"Really?" He asked with a warm smile
"Y-yeah."
"That's so awesome! Now I don't have to worry about you getting some girl pregnant!"
"Wait so you're okay with this?"
"Of course I am! Why wouldn't I be?"
"I just thought you would think I'm weird."
"Well I thought you were weird since you've been born but we don't talk about that."
Mikey then had tears dwell in his eyes and Gerard got up
"Come here." Gerard said and held out his arms
Mikey got up quickly and hugged him
"I love you little brother."
"I love you more big brother."
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disconnected | gerard way
Fanfiction❝ choking on the ashes of her enemy. ❞ 👼 in which a girl suffers from mild amnesia and continues her not-so normal life contains: amnesia, sexual content, suicidal thoughts, mention of abuse, and strong language. (warnings may be updated and i know...
