disconnected | gerard way

Chapter Seventy-Four: Gerard The Needy Bastard

   Warning: Borderline Smut??
                              -
    "Now I'll be on you like the
      clothes you wear." - Race,
           Melanie Martinez

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Eight Days Later...

My Incesticide vinyl spun on the record player as I sat on my bed just staring at the ceiling. Mikey and Pete were on a double date with Ray and the girl from the club who's name I learned to be was Christa. Frank was over at Hanna's house, Piper was snoozing away by my side, Jacob was god knows where, and Gerard was sleeping on the couch because...actually I don't even know why.

I was going to fall asleep but I knew it was only one in the afternoon and I needed to still take a shower so I reluctantly got out of bed. I walked into the living room already missing the warmth of the bedsheets. My feet scooted across the wooden floor into the hallway where the living room and bathroom stayed. I looked over into the living room to see Gerard wasn't on the couch and the bathroom door was closed. I sighed as I heard the shower running and I sat on the couch knowing Gerard takes at least a hour everytime he takes a damn shower. I closed my eyes and relaxed on the couch that was until I heard an odd noise. I furrowed my eyebrows then I realized what that noise was. Gerard was fucking moaning.

"Fuck." I heard him moan and I soon fell uncomfortable. I stood up, about to go back to the room and forget this all hapened until...well this was said. "Holy shit princess."

"I'm done." I laughed quietly as I felt my face burn bright red. I then heard the bathroom door open, I scurried into the kitchen to act like I was oblivious to what just happened. He sat down on the couch and I walked to the bathroom door about to take a shower but then I had the sudden question enter my mind. Why don't I ask him to join me...I mean y'know? I mean I don't get those kind of feelings but I know Gerard does...obviously. I'm going to have to do it one day, and my drunk first time does not count.

I pushed on the door and held my breath as I asked. "Would you like to join me?"

"What?" He asked me looking at me with confused eyes.

"Would you like to join me while I take a shower." I smirked still uneasy about this.

"You want me to take a shower with you?" He questioned slowly.

"Yes." I replied and bit my lip.

"I'd be a fool to turn down this offer." He smiled whild walking towards me, he then suddenly started kissing me roughly, slamming the door behind him as he entered the bathroom with me.

"Goddamn Gerard." I giggled against his lips.

"Sorry." He smiled and started kissing me passionately this time against the wall.

"Pick me up." I whispered in between kisses, he grabbed my thighs and allowed me to wrap my legs around his waist, still kissing me against the wall. He then attached his lips to my neck leaving purple hickeys covered on me. I placed my hands on his chest and he immediately stopped and looked at me.

"What's wrong?" He asked and looked genuinely worried that he might've done something wrong.

"I know you're a vampire and all but just to be safe can you please get a...um." I said and blushed.

"Yeah, yeah. One second."

He wasn't lying about the one second part, before I could blink he was back with protection.

"Okay continue you horny fuck." I laughed and immediately he started making out with me, which I obliged. I placed my hand on his shirt, pulling it off of him. After he took mine off and my bra too. Then he placed me on the sink counter.

"You just couldn't wait could you?" I asked with a smirk. He shook his head as he kissed my lips softly and started kissing my hickeys and kept going down until he reached the hem of my jeans. I moaned at the contact and he immediately slipped my jeans off. He kissed my stomach but started going down, I knew exactly what he wanted.

"Not ready for that babe." I said and felt bad but I wasn't ready, hell I was barely ready for what was to come.

"Sorry." He chuckled obviously embarrassed at the rejection but continued. I took off his jeans and then turned on the shower.

"I'm nervous." I spoke softly but didn't really mean to say that out loud.

"Don't be I'll guide you princess, if you still want to of course."

This was it.

"Yes."

a/n: that's all i'm writing about that, there's no actual smut because i'm an asexual rat that can't write smut to save my life