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Chapter Fourty-Four: The Nice Futuristic Talks That Clear The Mind

"Bye Violet!" Piper exclaimed and hugged my legs

"Bye baby, I love you."

"I love you too." Was all she could say until her mother yanked her away from me and dragged her inside

I rolled my eyes and turned to the car to Greg and Oliver standing there with sad smiles on their faces.

"Don't fret boys I'll be back soon, plus you can always call...not like anyone else does." I reassured with a light hearted chuckle

"We'll miss you." They said and hugged me

"I'll miss you too, don't cause you much trouble for your parents and cause as much trouble for your sister you can." I replied and sat in the car next to Mikey and Frank

"Hey sweetheart." Mikey mocked and put his arm around my shoulders

"I'm still mad at you." I pouted

"And why is that?"

"Because you made me kiss that lil shit over there." I replied indirectly pointing to Frank

"I'm right here!" Frank exclaimed as Gerard entered the car
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Roughly three hours later we finally made it to the house.

"Home!" I yelled and ran inside forgetting about helping the guys get the suitcases

I plopped on my head and heard Fiona start purring, she laid on my hair and started pawing the blanket besides my hair.

"Hey Fio." I giggled and strategically moved my hair from under her without scaring her

She purred in response but soon turned to a hiss as Poppy jumped on the bed.

"Fio don't hiss!" I scolded but then started petting the overly happy dog "I missed my baby." I cooed and hugged Poppy

"Thanks for helping with the suitcases." Gerard said in a annoyed tone

I pushed myself off of the bed to be met with a semi-angry looking Gerard.

"I'm sorry I was just excited to be home." I shrugged

"It's okay, I'm just irritated." He sighed and sat the suitcase inside the room next to the bedside table

I closed the door he leaned against and sat on the edge of the bed alike Gerard.

"What's wrong?" I asked and sat my hand on his thigh while looking into his eyes worriedly

"Just...it's nothing just forget it." He replied and got up running his fingers through his hair

"No Gerard I won't 'just forget it' I want to know what is wrong."

"...Fine if you really want to know then...I'm just really worried about the future."

"What about it?"

"Just with the guys here, we're engaged, soon to be married and we still have them living here. And with Frank here...quite honestly I'm scared he'll take you from me. I love you too much to lose you."

"Why don't you want them here? It's not like anything private goes down, plus don't you think it'll be lonely with them. And as far as the Frank situation goes down, nothing we'll ever happen between us. He may like me but he knows his boundaries."

"What about when we have kids, we won't have rooms because of the guys. And he does not know how boundaries, when he wants something he gets it. He has kissed you three times and you met him a year ago. He won't stop."

"Gerard calm. One I personally don't want to have kids but if we do that will be a long time away. And I know you know Frank better than me but if I start noticing weird signs then yes I'll say something but right now everything is okay. I love you more than anything and anyone, I never want to lose you but I don't want to act irrational."

"Yeah I guess you're right...sorry for doubting you." He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair once more

"I understand it's okay." I smiled and wrapped my armd around his neck and kissed his lips softly "I love you."

"I love you too princess." He whispered as I put my face in the corner of his neck