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Chapter Fifty-Two: Don't Run Just Forgive Him

So Jacob did break his foot, two bones fractured. He was given a walking boot and is now in his room asleep due to the medication the doctor's gave him.

Everyone was asleep except for Gerard who was in the living room. I haven't talk to him since I snapped, he keeps telling me he wants to talk but I just ignore him. I know he's getting pissed and I don't care, he can grow up and realize that when he lies he can't get pissed when I don't want to talk.

I cuddled into the blanket and closed my eyes about to drift off to sleep when Gerard opened the door.

"I want to talk." He said in a rather rough tome

I just resumed trying to go to sleep.

"I know you're awake, now sit up, I want to talk."

"What is there to even talk about?" I asked still keeping my eyes shut

"About me lying."

"Okay..."

"I'm sorry." He sighed and I felt him sit on the bed

I was silent

"Violet?"

I hummed in response

"I said I'm sorry."

"Okay." I replied

"Okay? That's all? No I forgive you?"

"Nope."

"Why?" He asked

I could hear him start to get angry but I didn't care.

"Because you lied to me, I don't forgive you."

"All I did was lie about Jacob being hurt! I even told you afterwards! God you take everything so serious!" He shouted and flashed his fangs

Normally I would get scared or flinch but I didn't do anything, I just sat there looking at him.

"Sorry I didn't forgive for lying?"

"I'll be in the living room if you decide to stop being childish." He snapped and swung the door open then slammed it closed

I giggled and opened the closet to get a bag. I grabbed some clothes, throwing them in the bag. I slipped out of my pajamas and put on some clothes.  I grabbed my wallet then the car keys and a whiskey filled flask that Gerard keeps in his jacket. I swung the bag over my shoulder and exited the room.

"Where are you going?" Gerard asked from the kitchen

"Out." I replied and opened the front door

"No you are not." He said and ran over to me, grabbing my wrist

"Yes I am, I'm a grown woman I can make my own decisions." I snapped and yanked my wrist from his grip

"You're being childish." He smiled

"And you're being a bitch." I smiled mockingly and slammed the door

I walked over to the car and hopped in. I turned the car on and pulled out the driveway.

I headed towards the nearest hotel but then started to regret being so rude towards Gerard...he lied to me! It doesn't matter how small or how big it was. I guess I should've forgave him...no! He needs to realize when he lies I won't forgive him instantly! Maybe I am overreacting...

I parked in the hotel and grabbed my bag, I walked into the hotel and bought a room for two nights. I walked to my room and opened the door to reveal a standard looking room. I plopped on the bed and took a breath, thinking about the events of today. I looked at my phone to see twenty messages from Gerard.

Violet I'm sorry please come home

I didn't mean any of it please forgive me

I didn't mean to lie I just didn't want to stress you out

I love you Violet

I didn't bother to read the rest. I need to get my mind off of him...I'll look at some pictures from Disney! Yeah that sounds nice. I clicked on my gallery and the first thing to pop up was a picture of Gerard and I after he proposed to me. Maybe I won't look at pictures...I'll look at my instagram! I clicked on instagram to see Gerard's page come up...maybe not.

I threw my phone on the bed and turned on the tv and the news came up. Good something not related to Gerard. I slipped into my pajamas and slipped under the covers. I watched tv until I fell asleep having dreams about Gerard.