I stared down at the pregnancy test...I couldn't believe I would ever have to do this. Here I stood in the bathroom pacing with a blank pregnancy test in my hand.
So apparently I got drunk last night and one thing led to a next. I still can remember some things from last night. Do I regret getting drunk and acting like this...yes. I don't regret sleeping with Gerard I just regret that I was drunk during my first time.
God I can't believe this.
My alarm went off
"Fuck." I mumbled as I silenced my alarm.
I looked at the pregnancy test to see one pink line...what the hell does that mean!? I picked up the box and saw one pink line means negative.
I took a deep breath and smiled, no baby...thank god. I threw away the box and pregnancy test, exiting the hotel bathroom. I looked in the bedroom to see Gerard in a robe pacing the ground, he must've woke up.
"Hey." I said in a quiet voice.
"Violet! Oh my god I'm so sorry I should've never let us get drunk, it's all my fault!" He exclaimed and sat down, slightly tugging at his hair.
"Calm down Gerard, it's okay."
"Okay!? No its not! I know you weren't ready and I fucking hate that we were drunk. It's my fucking fault!" He shouted.
He's regretting this horribly isn't he?
"It's okay."
"Are you sure?" He asked looking at me with a saddened expression.
"Yes I'm sure Gerard." I chuckled softly and sat down next to him
"Thank god, I love you so much princess."
"I love you too dork." I smiled and hugged him, snuggling into his side.
After a few moments of our embrace I decided to speak up.
"Gerard...I have a um...question." I stated looking down at my feet.
"Okay...?"
"Can w-you have...children."
"I-I think? Wait, Violet are you-?"
"No! I mean I already checked and I'm not, don't worry."
"I actually wouldn't mind...a kid I guess." He smiled.
"I wouldn't mind one either, but here's the thing I'm only nineteen, I don't have a job, we have our house filled with people, and Gerard we've only known each other for what a year and a half? I don't think we're ready right now for a kid." I explained.
"I guess you're right..."
"I always am now let's get packing, we gotta get home before the guys die."
"They-"
"I know they're already dead!" I exclaimed with a giggle.
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As I sat in the sat as Getard drove down the road I had the sudden realization, I don't know what day it is."Gerard!" I shouted.
He snapped his head at me and the car swirved, fortunately he got it back on the road.
"Jesus what?!" He asked.
"What day is it!?"
"November twenty-third why?"
"Tomorrow's Thanksgiving!"
"Oh yeah..."
"We gotta have a Thanksgiving!"
"But-"
"No buts! I'll call everyone and invite them to put house for Thanksgiving!"
"Everyone?"
"Everyone."
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Once we got home I practically jumped out the car and ran up to the door. I unlocked it and ran inside to see Ray and Frank watching tv, leaving Mikey and Pete no where to be seen."Hey Vio-" The guys said but I interrupted.
"Mikey, Pete get your gay asses in here!" I shouted.
In a matter of seconds Pete and Mikey rushed into the living room.
"Okay so tomorrow is Thanksgiving! We are going to have a party, invite everyone you know, okay? Okay. Also Jacob hi!" I exclaimed.
"Hi sis!" Jacob exclaimed back.
"That's all you wanted?" Mikey asked.
"Yep."
"C'mon baby boy let's go continue." Pete said and pulled Mikey back to his room.
"Um...okay?" I stated.
"Thanks for helping me with the suitcases." Gerard said and entered the house.
"No problem dork." I replied and grabbed one of my suitcases, pulling it into my room.
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disconnected | gerard way
Fanfiction❝ choking on the ashes of her enemy. ❞ 👼 in which a girl suffers from mild amnesia and continues her not-so normal life contains: amnesia, sexual content, suicidal thoughts, mention of abuse, and strong language. (warnings may be updated and i know...