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Chapter Twenty-Four: In Which Violet And Gerard Fight For The 100th Time

    "Never meant to be your pain
                    oh my god,
          what have I become?"
  - Tangled In The Great Escape,
                Pierce The Veil

                           ...

I walked into the house behind Mikey to see Gerard standing there pissed.

"What's wrong?" I asked closing the door behind me

"You interacting with strangers! You know you could get hurt that way!" He shouted as Mikey walked to his room

"Mhm." I said not really wanting to acknowledge him

"Same damn thing happened with Andy! Violet in your world everything may be innocent but that is not how the world works! I swear sometimes you are so stupid! Damnit Violet are you even listening to me!?"

"You know what Gerard! I'm-" I started but realized yelling is not going to fix anything "Gerard I'm a grown woman, I can handle this. And Gerard I'm not stupid. Wanna know something else, sometimes I get tired of you yelling, me crying, you apologising, me forgiving, and the same thing again. I'm tired Gerard I don't want to fight. I don't think I can handle this anymore. I'm going to stay in Jacob's room, we'll talk about this later." I said feeling my eyes water

I blinked letting a tear fall and choked back sobs. I rushed to Jacob's room which was empty due to Jacob being at Dustin's house. I landed on the bed and grabbed the pillow sobbing into it.

I heard footsteps approach but I didn't care I just sobbed, and sobbed.

"It's okay sugar." Frank cooed playing with my hair

"Why does he always do this?" I asked sitting up and wiping away my tears

"Because he doesn't understand sugar, he doesn't understand how to control his feelings."

"B-but I just w-want to be h-happy and he gets so m-mad all the t-time." I replied started to cry again

"Hey, hey don't cry sugar. I heard what he said and you're not stupid you know that right?"

I nodded my head

"Good now I love you." He said

I hugged him tightly as he drew circle into my back

"I love you too Frankie." I smiled
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I couldn't sleep, all I could think is Gerard's and I's fight. I missed being cuddled next to him, I missed telling him goodnight, and I missed his beautiful kisses.

That was it.

I'm going to talk to Gerard, this is killing me.

I got out of bed and quietly, but swiftly rushed to my room. Once I got there I heard sobs echo the bedroom. I looked between the crack in the door to see Gerard sobbing into the pillow.

Oh god.

"Gerard?" I asked slowly entering the room

"V-Violet?" He asked and looked at me

I closed the door and sat on the bed

"Gerard we have to talk."

"Violet I'm sorry,  I didn't mean any of it, I'm so sorry please forgive me."

"I forgive you but Gerard we really have to work on this because I love you but I can't handle the yelling."

"Of course I understand, so are we okay now?"

"Yes babe we're okay." I smiled

"God I love that smile." He smiled back and I kissed him

"I love you."

"I love you more princess." He replied and pushed me onto the bed

"Gerard." I whined

"What can't we have just a little fun?" He asked with a smirk

"God you're so fucking hot."

I kissed him passionately, he then licked my bottom lip asking for entrance I was about to obey until I decided, I'll be a tease.

When he figured this out he grabbed my thighs which earned a quiet moan from me. He took the advantage and slipped his tongue in my mouth. He explored my mouth and grabbed my thighs tighter. I moaned a bit louder until he let go of my thighs and traveled his hands up my shirt. He took off my shirt and started kissing from my forehead to the upper part of my pants which also earned a moan from me.

"God you're so fucking beautiful." He moaned and started kissing my neck

I blushed in response but then moaned out his name as he kissed my sweet spot. He then kissed my lips and ran his fingers through my hair.

"I love you princess." He said and plopped beside me

"I love you more Gee." I replied and pulled my shirt back on

"Impossible."

"No it's not." I said and snuggled into his side falling into deep sleep