Antagonist of Men

Chapter 29 *Change Me*

A/N: Malapit na ang winter break namin, next week na kaya masaya na naman ako! Mehehehe! Sana matapos ko na 'to para matuloy ko na yung story ni Chase! Eggsayted na ako! LOL. Please do read #Pogi Problems :> Happy Reading :D

Ford's POV

"Hi baby.." I said in a weak tone while looking at the grave of Emily. I put my basket with flowers beside.

Yes, for the first time I'm here visiting her and it still killing me..

"How are you baby? How's your stay there?" I stopped for a minute before talking again.

"I miss you baby.." I broke off my shaky voice and remained my eyes closed.

"Hijo.." I was savoring the moment when someone spoke, I moved my gaze and amazingly looked at the woman who was standing behind me.

"Lola Jhen?" She nodded and smiled. She looked pale and weak, yet she still manage to smile at me.

I made a way to her, she walked passed me and placed basket of flowers next to mine.

"Mukhang na miss mo agad si Emily ah." I narrowed my eyes and meet her eyes.

"What do you mean?" She smiled.

"Hindi ba't ikaw ang kasama ni Alex dito nung isang araw? Naglagay pa nga kayo ng bulaklak eh." That's when I noticed a small bouquet at the side. Confusion is written on my face. I haven't gone here after the burial.

And one more thing, Alex isn't coming back yet. I sighed heavily.

"Maybe it's not me you saw." I said. She glimpse at me and thought.

"Aba'y sabi na nga ba hindi ikaw 'yun. Iba ang hubog ng katawan eh.. Pero ba't nga ba? Nagka-away ba kayo?" She suddenly turned into a soft spoken. Worriedly,. she glanced at me.

It has been a week since she left and It's still fresh to me what happened. Clearly and all of honesty, I was hurt when she did that. I felt miserable and hallow.

Flashback instantly played inside my head the moment she walked away. I was left there dumbfounded. My mind can hardly function well after hearing her say all those words. Hurt, pain and sadness were all written on her face that night.

I had no idea how did she find all those photos, all I knew is that I wanted to explain myself, I wanted to stop her and make her stay, but as much as I wanted to do that, everything turned the other way around.

Kaya pinanindigan ko nalang.

But the night before that, it was something that's unexplainable. I was fully aware that was drunk, but I know that I'm conscious on what I was doing, I know that was not hallucinating when we did 'it'.

It was special night with her. She somehow became my serenity, it was amazing and something that I didn't imagine that would happen.

The next morning, I was awaken when I felt something heavy on my chest, that's when I found out that it was her. She was sleeping peacefully with puffy eyes, sign that she really did struggle last night. I kissed her forehead gently and caressed some strands of her hair.

She looked fragile that needs to be taken care of, so far from Alex I've know a couple months ago. I was in the midst of admiring her physical features when my phone rang.

I hurriedly reached it not wanting to wake her up and answered the call.

"Ford, Allison's here. Nagwawala pre, she said she won't stop until you come here."

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I arrived at the field and saw her. I caught her screaming with my crew, that's when I ranged up and immediately walked towards her. I pulled her arm and made her face me.