Sebastian Stan imagines!

I never thought..

"You haven't seen Y/N have you?"

"Not since we got here, no. I thought she was behind me, but she might've followed Bucky." Steve sat across from Tony at the conference table in the office they were confined to.

"Is she okay? Before all this she was so happy, and now every time I see her, she doesn't speak."

"She doesn't speak to anyone but Bucky. I don't think she liked the fact that we had to make her choose, after what they'd made her do."

"I don't think anyone did." A soft silence spread over the room, and at the moment everything was still okay.

"I'm worried about her. Like seriously concerned, she doesn't eat, she doesn't sleep, she's gonna get hurt and it gonna be our fault because we had to choose sides."

"We should've never let it get too far."

"I'm sor-" Just as Steve was about to end the whole affair, all of the power went out.

"Alright, get me eyes on Barnes!"

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"No! Bucky don't listen! No!" His eyes stayed locked with hers, the Russian triggers messing with his brain again.

As the last trigger word was said, James had broken out, and the first person who Zemo had him target was you.

Bucky (sexy murder strutted) paced towards you quickly, lifting you by your shirt and holding you against the wall by your throat.

"B-Bucky, look at me. You know me..You-You love me." His eyes softened, still dark, and pleading for help.

"Buck, Put her down!" Dark spots were filling your eyes quickly, and you grasped at Bucky's hands, growing weaker and weaker quickly.

Steve kicked him away, making you fall to the floor, immediately knocking you out.

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"I can't stay. I can't stay, I hurt her! I hurt her, Steve, when I promised I'd protect her."

Steve's face dropped. "Then how can you leave if you promised you'd protect her? I think you know how big she is on promises."

"She promised she'd getaway from me if I ever.." Bucky sighed, holding her hand. "She didn't and that's how she ended up here. I can't risk-Please, Steve, let me leave."

"You love her, yeah?"

"Of course. Of course I love her."

"Then stay."

"Bucky, you're leaving..?"

James immediately turned and rushed back to her side, shaking his head. "I-I don't know."

"I'll give you two some time."

"You can't leave..No, I need you please." Bucky was trying so hard to stand his ground. She was so broken since they found her, and he was the only one who got her to laugh after days of silence.

All he said was: "wanna hold my arm?" Detaching the limb, and she burst into laughter that came before tears.

"I can't lose another person I love. I can't, please."

"Y/N, you're making it really hard for me to leave right now." He sighed, standing.

"It's my job-shit." Bucky immediately whirled around at her protest of pain. "Hey, no. Sit down. Sit." As he took a stride over to her, he caught her just as she was about to faint.

"You're not stable, darling." He murmured, getting her back into bed. "I'm your girlfriend. It's my job to make it hard to leave."

"You're not safe, Y/N, why don't you get that?"

"It doesn't matter,  I've never been safe. But when I'm with you I feel like I am safe. You're my safety."

"Y/N.."

"Stay. Stay for Steve. Stay for me."

"I don't wanna hurt you,"

"You can't hurt me anymore."