Divergent | No War

57 - Day in bed

Tris
I wake up still lying in Tobias arms.

He snors slightly and i can't help but stare at him.

His slightly parted mouth, his calm facial expression, his closed eyes.

Before i know whats happening i softly lie a hand on his cheek.

He doesn't wake up. I am glad. He carried me a lot last night. He deserves his sleep.

I smile at the memory of last night.

Everything was so perfect. Everything. Every little detail planed out.

I lie on my back and for a long time just stare at my hand.

The small ring fits perfectly. Its not to tight nor to loose. Perfect.
Just like Tobias.

I have to smile again.

I still can't believe that i am actually going to get married.

I am going to get married with Tobias!

That is the most important thing.

I think I want a small ceremony. Just our close friends and family. Maybe even Evelyn. Then we can't hold it in the compound though.

I can't say how important it would be for Tobias.
Probably pretty important... she is his mother after all...

I roll over and keep staring at my ring.

I will have to pick a dress. Well first of all we have to pick a date.

Not to soon. I want to be at least twenty before i marry. That seems right. Not earlier. I still was raised abnegation after all...
And so was Tobias though.

Yesterday we were to busy enjoying the feeling of being engaged as if we could have properly talked about everything.

He never said anything about when he wants to get married.

Married... its such a big word. I didn't think i would be married with nineteen.

I thought that i maybe would find a semi handsome boy at around twenty. Go on a few dates before and then around twenty five maybe settle down and marry.

But I guess life never turns out the way you planed it.

And i mean that would be boring after all... If everything always went out the way you wanted it to, where would be the fun?

Also my reality is so much better than any of my dreams.

I mean look at me. Nineteen. Engaged to a not only extremly handsome but intelligent, loving, kind and funny man that i love and who loves me.

There is nothing better than that.

An arm around my hip wakes me out of my thoughts.

Tobias pulls me towards him.

I smile at him and softly peck his lips.

"Good morning fiancée." He says after our short kiss.

My smile widens. "Good morning fiancé."

He grins and suddenly hovers on top of me.

"When i imagine that I am going to wake up like this for the rest of my life..."

I smile although suddenly something bubbels up in my stomach. I don't really know what it is.

"You will." I answer still smiling - ignoring the feeling.

He kisses me again and i roll us over so i am laying on top of him.

I smile at him. "Do we have to go to work today?"