Sanity: The Saw Chronicles [C]

Chapter 54 | Blood Whore

When you get caught up in killing, you don't think about much. It's just a blur of adrenaline. My chest rose and fell while I caught my breath. Looking up, I saw everyone staring at me. Their eyes were massive. Ricky was cocky as ever. He smiled at me and addressed the room, "Fifteen of some of the most dangerous criminals in the world, dead in under three minutes. Does anyone still have any doubts?"

"My only concern is how do you control them?" Someone asked.

I glanced over at Ricky, "May I?"

"Please." He replied.

I refocused on the man questioning me, "Sir, I would like you to think about what you have done today. What you have done this week, this month. Maybe you saw your family, your wife, your kids. You enjoyed breakfast in one city, then dinner in another. Imagine the way the sky looked when the sun was rising, and how the stars shine at night. Now, I want you to take all those memories, and imagine what it would be like if they did not exist. Instead, they were replaced by the image of just a wall.

A cold, concrete wall in a room without a door. Every sound you have heard, the voices of people around you, your favorite songs, the voice of your spouse, imagine never getting to hear it again. Imagine going without sound for so long that you start to forget what your loved ones' voices sound like. That is what it is like day in and day out at ADX Florence. Not a single one of us wants to return to that. Trust me when I saw that the threat of that is enough to keep any of us from going against orders."

"What Ghost has elaborated on actually goes to touch on the failsafe. I am not allowed to discuss it in front of him but you are all aware of what it is. They will not get out of line. If one ever does, the entire program will be shut down. I can promise you that. Now, if you all have seen enough and have no other questions, I believe we can move on." Ricky said.

It was silent for a minute. The Scottish man stood, saying, "Thank you, agent Olson. You may return to your seat."

I was covered in blood and wouldn't mind being excused for a shower. But, I guess I get to sit in this filth for awhile. They did have someone come clean up the bodies while the meeting commenced. Shit, I did a number on that one on the table. His face was pretty much ripped in half. As I sat back down, Michael put his hand on my leg under the table.

"I strangely think I'm more attracted to you now." He whispered.

The best way to block that move is to cross your legs. He got the hint and removed his hand. I heard him sigh but it's not much of my problem now. He got what he needed and I got what I needed. Deal closed. Now, what's on my mind is getting back home to see Kuza. Firstly, though, is getting back to the hotel room to fuck my sexy husband. His display of power today really turned me on.

We must've been stuck in there for another hour. I got incredibly impatient but I put up with it for Ricky. He has to sit through these things constantly. I could do it for him at least once. Once we finally did get out of there, we rushed up to our room. As soon as we were in the door we were all over each other. Ricky slammed me into the wall while I tangled my hands in his hair.

He broke away from our kiss to catch his breath, "Fuck you're so fucking sexy when you kill."

"Yeah, Baby?" I mused, "You like seeing my tits covered in blood?"

"Oh, fuck yes. I'm going to fuck you so hard." Ricky crashed his lips against mine and continued to make me feel like the luckiest creature alive.

My whole buzzed in my pocket. I wanted to ignore it, I really did. However... I was too worried something else bad happened. I pulled away from Ricky for a split second, "Baby, I have to check this. Just in case."

He took a step back to give me some space but still kept his hands on my hips. "It's okay. I understand."

I smiled softly, "You're such a good man."

"Only for you. Fuck everyone else." He joked.

I unlocked my phone to see a text from Josh that read Kuza is starting to remember you and I. He's been asking for you constantly for the last hour.

"Josh said Kuza's remembering him and I now." I told Ricky, "That makes sense because Josh and I were the first ones of the group he met at Graham. Even though Chris and Ange were convicted before me, Kuza knew them before prison. That's why he was remembering them before."

"Who was after you?" He asked.

"Ryan, then Nikki, then Vinny, then you. When he starts to remember you and the prison break and everything, it's going to be hard. Holy shit, what do I do when he starts remembering Rayne? What if he doesn't remember at first that he killed her?"

"Hopefully he'll remember pretty fast. Otherwise, just talk around it if it becomes a problem. I know when he starts remembering some of the betrayal that went on, he's going to want to kill us. We're going to just have to stay patient and try to be there for him." He replied.

I sighed, "I know, I know. It's... It's not easy. Then again, when is anything ever been easy?"

"Never, Baby." Ricky brushed some hair out of my face, "And that's why we're here. We earned what we've fought for. I never gave up on you and I never will."

I grinned blissfully, "You deserve to have what you've worked so hard for."

When our lips collided, it was like fireworks. Ricky looked damn good in a suit but I think I like it better when he's shirtless in skintight jeans. I unbuttoned his shirt and pushed it off his shoulders. He was already starting to get his jeans undone. I know we should be savoring the moment but it's been so damn long. We just wanted to fuck each other again.

I tore off my shirt and threw it to the floor. He and I stumbled back towards the bed, crashing into the sheets. Ricky got out of his dress pants and quickly started to work on my jeans. He got them off in no time flat and had me on my back. I've missed being under his body so damn much. The way he felt pressed against me was like being on cloud nine.

"I've missed this so much." Ricky murmured into my ear as he pulled on my hair.

"Fuck me, please." I begged, "Fuck me, Daddy."

It's amazing how quick that one word can make him rock hard. He reached over into the nightstand and grabbed some lube. Ricky was so damn impatient to fuck me that he didn't even bother with much foreplay. He covered the both of us in lube, throwing the nearly empty bottle out of the way. His lips collided with mine as he searched for my entrance. He slowed down some when he began to push inside.

I tilted my head back out of pleasure. Fuck, I forgot how damn good his cock felt. Ricky continued to suck on my neck, somehow not caring about the blood staining my skin. He trailed his finger tips down the drips drying on my chest. Blood has always been a kink of mine but over time he's become very turned on by it too. He was fucking me at a reasonable pace but I wanted more. 

Digging my fingernails into his arm, I said, "Harder, fuck me harder." 

"Turn over." He replied as he pulled out, "It's easier for me to destroy your sexy ass when you're on your hands and knees."

He's so devious. I readjusted for him, smiling drunk off his love. Ricky pulled on my hair to tilt my head back and give him easy access to my neck. He sucked on my skin, no doubt leaving a good hickey, while reentering me. Maybe I am a fool for loving a man who betrayed me, but he wouldn't be the first traitor I've slept with. His apologies have come to mean more to me than the crimes he committed. As much as I may love Kuza, I could never give this up.

"Oh, Daddy." I hummed sweetly, "Fuck." 

I gasped when he hit just the right spot. He caught on to the fact that he did and he slammed into me, fucking hard. I couldn't help myself from nearly screaming. Ricky fucked my brains out for the next half hour, edging me the majority of the time. Once he did finally let me cum, I lost complete control of myself. My body fidgeted and shook. Goddamn, I forgot how much I fucking love sex. When your mind gets so caught up and so stressed out, it's easy to forget what you enjoy in life. 

Ricky's seed spilled over inside of me. After he pulled out, he fell into the bed with heavy breaths. I collapsed next to him and snuggled up to his sexy body.