♡☆♡Jüvïā Āřç♡☆♡
The sky is the bleak color of gray. Definition of sadness itself. Roaring, crashing, frightening sounds of thunder rage on. The bigger the yellow bright lightning strikes hit the earth, the more intense the storm is. The drops make their way down, as if surging to their suicides. They shatter once they reach ground. Into a million of pieces. That's what I shall become, when my entire depression drowns my very life, and wash up my emotions, I too, shall shatter like a raindrop. Instead of it being so gentle and sweet, mine will be bloody, and more intense.
One...
Two...
Three...
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I await for myself to shatter, but the more I keep my eyes closed, the more my heart pounds, the more my soul begins to crush, the more I begin to break...it won't happen. I survive. That's all its ever been with me. Survive. I've faced death many times before, and yet, the outcomes always seem positive for me. I always ask myself, even ask Kami, why? But I don't get an answer, I never do. Hugging my knees, I stay in this massive body of a raging ocean, bubbles and the sea life surround me.
Of course, it's because I am water. I can breathe in it. I can live in it. I can survive in it.
I stay there. Drowning in my tears of sorrow, I don't want to be pulled out. When I open my eyes, I see a hand outstretched below me. Another, behind me. Another to the left of me. Another to the right. All of them, wanting to pull me out and save me. They would even jump inside this lethal ocean to even carry me within their arms, and pull me out to ensure my absolute safety. Because...
They're my saviors.
The four pieces make my glowing golden heart. The more the each of them display their overwhelming undying affection and amor for me, the more my heart glows and shines. I lose consciousness again. My ears filled with rivers of water as I can hear their echoes.
"JUVIA!!! DAMN IT I'VE SAVED YOU MANY TIMES BEFORE, I WILL SAVE YOU AGAIN!"
"JUVIA DON'T YOU DARE DIE ON ME!!! I WILL DRAG YOU OUT OF THERE, I PROMISE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!"
"JUVIA, QUEEN OF RAIN, I WILL NOT LET YOU LEAVE ME, I WILL NEVER REWRITE THIS STORY! REMAIN BY MY SIDE!"
"WITHOUT YOU, JUVIA...I AM NOTHING! GOOD OR EVIL, I NEED YOU JUVIA, MY BOLD PRINCESS OF THE BLUE MOON..."
It's getting harder to hear them, I can't stand it, they're becoming anxious, fear draws up all of them. If water is my domain, then why am I dying? My last bubble of air escapes my mouth, and it swims away, ashore. To their horror, they know they have lost me.
I can hear large splashes as one swims down towards me. His deep blue eyes have tears beginning to form, though the water conceals it. He grabs me from the front.
Another, he appears from behind me, he grits his canines as he grabs me from behind, holding me close. Never letting go.
Another, dark shades of purple--almost black is embodied within him as he takes a hold of my left hand, and squeezes it tightly, and he doesn't let go.
At last, he shows up as well, immediately holding my right arm, pressing it against his chest. He won't let go, never.
They all hold me tight because they care for me. They will fight for me. They will kill themselves for me. They love me.
In one split second, I am granted the vision to look upon all their handsome faces, but it ends too quickly, as I disperse into millions of raindrops.
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I scream at the top of my lungs, so badly that I cannot contain the excruciating pain. This dream has washed me up with an unnerving sensation. I can feel tears stream down my eyes. I have faced torture itself. Yet, I was saved from it. I couldn't decipher this dream. It was hard for me to even forget about it. It was plastered deep inside my mind.
"Juvia!" The door is swung open as two of my best friends storm inside. One is short, short but brave. Her blue hair is unique, waves of her hair are held back by an orange hairband. She immediately hugs me tight. The other, is contrasting to her, brown skinned, spiky long black hair, he is like a brother to me. He pulls the two of us into a big embrace.
"You had a nightmare again, didn't you, Juvia?" The girl asks with worry filled up. "Juvia is fine, Levy..." I respond to her, giving her the strongest smile I could.
"Liar." His voice is visible. "Gajeel..." I blinks as I look at him. "I know when you're suffering, Juves, I'm not ready to see that again..." He says as Levy nods in agreement. "We'll leave you be...if you need us, we'll be at the guild." Levy says as Gajeel nods. "See you, Rain Woman." Gajeel says as they both leave.
I slowly arise from my bed, shooting shocks of paralyzation spread through my body as I squeeze my eyes shut to rid of that dream. That dream. Was nothing. It won't be. I walk out as I head for my bathroom.
Taking a cold shower, opposed to my regular hot showers, I want to scrub as much of the nightmare I can. Yet, it still manages to haunt me.
After dressing in my latest dress, I scurry along to the guild, hoping to have a relaxing day, and rid myself of that awful dream. I couldn't tell anyone--yes, I trusted my guild mates, I just...didn't want them to fear for my sanity or even drag them down into my nightmares that I was facing. It would hurt to see them suffer. I hear, that shattering raindrop again.
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