*Harry's P.O.V*
"Fuck, fuck!" I swore running around the house, finding my phone, wallet, wearing my shoes and finally getting my keys.
She leaves in about 25 minutes if I'm correct. That spares me 20 minutes to the airport. Fuck!
That's it. I need to get her back. It's enough of a torture to be around Kendall for the management and hell, I regret every single time I went to her when Jade wasn't there.
There was one last thing I had that would convince Jade to come back. I rushed to my room and pulled open the bedside table. Shuffling through the papers, I found the ring box in the end of the drawer with the file that held our divorce papers.
Then I locked the house and started my car, placing the document on the passenger seat, driving off as quickly as I could.
This is my only chance. I cannot blow this one like the last time. Fuck, why couldn't I do this earlier? She was living in my house, I should've asked her then. True, she broke me when she said those words in front of Alex, but she didn't mean them. Or so I hope. And today if she listens to me, then I'll know she surely didn't mean them.
I knew all my hard work towards making sure she was alright by sending Jia to her house was a sign of love. It's odd to feel happiness for someone's death. But Alex, I'm fucking sorry for you, thanks for giving me another chance. And I surely know that night she helped me into bed, though she tried to distance herself from me, was a sign of love.
At that moment, I slid down to the floor next to the door. Since the very beginning, I've given Jade nothing but sadness. Being blinded, not seeing her feelings for me.. rejecting her so many times.. breaking her heart.. making her feel special without any feelings.. And finally when I realize what I've been missing, I let her go only to get more pain. I was never worth of her.
I remember every single thing we shared. The times I couldn't see her right in front of my eyes, crying. I thought she was alright but that was just my thought.
We've both changed so much. Jade is way more mature and beautiful now, she's extremely fit, she's a model for goodness sake. I've seen a few billboards with her modelling pictures around the world as we travelled on tour. I remember her talking about how she wanted to be a model when we were younger. Then to make her happy, I would act as her photographer and she would model. Those memories would be kept safe in my heart forever. Jade was who I had the most fun with.
She wasn't just beautiful, she was and is perfect. Jade was who I had the most fun with because she was the one for me. And that took me long enough to realize.
I placed her on the bed, took the hair tie on my wrist and tied up her hair, then tucked her into bed. "Now go sleep. You've got to catch your flight tomorrow. And guess what's there's a surprise." I smiled obviously knowing she won't even remember this. She closed her eyes and laid. She was flushed out. I placed a kiss on her cheek and stood up to leave. As I turned off the lights, she spoke. "Harry?" "Yeah, love?" I answered her. "Stay?" She asked me. She used to make me stay with her when we were younger when she used to be scared or worried about something. She told me she felt protected with me. "Please?" She said. I took no time and went to her, took off my shoes and laid in bed with her. I placed my arm around her and pulled her towards me. She immediately relaxed. It feels extremely nice to hear that someone feels protected with me. And yes, I'll always be there for my Jade.
I was always there for her back then because I thought we were just friends. And now, it's way more than that.
Though she signed the divorce papers, I never did.
"This is it," I mumbled and parked the car before grabbing the ring box, putting it in my blazer pocket and the documents in my hand, rushing out.
"Gate number 12, number 12," I mumbled to myself rushing past the security showing them verifications and stuff.
"Flight 927 to Georgia, final call" the intercom spoke up. SHIT!
I finally spotted the gate number flashing and started running towards it.
Come on, Jade. Please don't go yet. Please.
And that's when I stopped in my tracks. The anxious smile on my face to get her back,
Now vanished.
"Flight number 927. Gates now closed. Flight has been boarded and ready to depart"
She's gone...
