The punk who loved her not

#11

Cassie's POV

His lips connected with mine with such force I stumbled backwards slightly. I don't know what to do because I love him so much yet I hate him, should I kiss him back? I put my hands on his chest as is sutterly pulled myself away, breaking our kiss, his kiss. He opened his eyes and I could see the hurt in them.

"Cass-" he grabs my wrist and tugs me closer to him, I let out a slight moan to the pain from his tug, "oh sorry I didn't mean to I-"

"That's just it Harry," I sigh, hugging my arms together in attempt to provide a hint of warmth, "you don't mean to, but you just can't help it. It'll never work with us Harry so I think you should just drop it"

"No, I- I just - i" he stutters then sighing and raking his hand through his tangle of curls

"Please Harry don't make this any harder than it already is"

"But...I told you.....I said that....I loved you"

I gasped at his words which I hadn't been able to process due to our....connection.
"You don't mean it" I say just because I needed to hear him say that he does, it'll comfort me a little

"Your right" he says brining his hands up in a gesture of defeat

"Excuse me?" I say, stepping forward with an obvious confused expression on my face


Harry's POV

She's right, I purely don't have feelings for her.....

Right?

It's just jelously, I can admit that.

It's nothing more.....right?

"Excuse me?" She says looking rather hurt

"I. Don't. Love. You" I break it down for her so I don't have to hurt her again by repeating myself

"Oh hell no! I've waited around for you for god knows how long then when you finally admit something for me you, firstly, go kiss another girl. Secondly you get all angry at me and break my damn WRIST!!! THEN THRIDY, YOU TAKE BACK THAT YOU LOVE ME? Hell no Harry Styles, hell no" she yells at me, swinging her arms and stomping everywhere


Cassie's POV

I'm loosing it now! How dare he, "how dare you" I hiss through my teeth, clenching my jaw together I begin to shake with anger. Hot tears pool in my eyes, threatening to leak but I suck it up and storm up to him and plant a hard smack across his left cheek. He brings his hands to his cheek and rub with a horrified expression on his face

"I'm sorry Cass! Is that what you want to hear? I'm sorry that I don't have feelings for you, what-so ever! I'm sorry that you got mixed signals! I'm sorry that you have to love someone who doesn't love you back in the slightest of ways! I'm sorry that your too stubborn to have taken the first hint! But you know what I don't feel sorry for? You! I don't feel sorry that you're in this mess because you got your own bloody ass into this damn situation! I'm not sorry for you! I don't even care!" He yells at me, anger red on his face

"You don't mean that-" I start before being cut off

"Oh yes I do! I mean it! I really really mean it Cassandra! I bloody he'll mean it!" He stomps, growling at me

"Fine. But do one thing" I say stepping closer to him till our chests are touching, wow the tables have flipped huh? But I do have feelings for him and.....I know he does for me but I've just got to find them. "Say that you don't love me, say you want me to leave. Tell me you don't want me here and that you don't want to be part of me anymore, tell me you hate me" I stare into his eyes and I see the struggle this is for him as I say this, he's struggling so much his eyes start to pool with tears, he's going to choke, I know it.

"Hates a strong word" he mumbles his voicing breaking

"So is love" I bite my lip knowing where this is going. He sighs a deep sigh and strings his hand through his hair, "I don't love you. I want you to leave. I don't want you here. I don't want to be a part of you anymore. I-" he chokes on his words as my mouth drops open and my cheeks drown in tears spewing from my eyes, "I- I hate you" he looks on the ground and turns on his heals before walking away.

He left me here, standing there, crying. My heart shattered. I'd just been broken, but fixable. Now, I'm broken beyond repair. He has ruined me. My heart, it's scattered everywhere as he just walked over the pieces like dirt, scooping some up along the way and taking it away with him.

"Goodbye" I whispered, waving my hand slowly as I began to cry even harder, "goodbye"