The punk who loved her not

#30

Cassie's POV

It's been a month since the incident with my little step monster (my name for my evil step mom) and Liam hasn't spoken to me once. I'm what? Like four or five months pregnant now and Harry hasn't shown up anywhere either. I've cried just about everyday not knowing what I'm going to do with this baby. Tomorrow is my birthday and carries coming over to do something in the morning. Carrie and I are like sisters and honestly she's the most amazing person in the world. If it weren't for her, I honestly don't think I would be able to do this. It's still so hard though, she's just that one thing that keeps me going, but I'm not gonna lie. I'm struggling, a lot.

I lay in my bed thinking about how this is going to be my life.

Sleep

Wake up

Do nothing

Eat

Sleep

Wake up

I sigh as I close my eyes and let sleep over take me

*******

I wake up to Carrie jumping on my bed singing happy birthday

"Carrie, let me sleep it's like dawn"

"It's 11 your idiot now get up I have a surprise!!!!"

"What is it?" I smile, turning over to look at her as she falls back on the bed she's now completely messed up

"What part of surprise do you not get?"

"The surprise part" I smirk as she rolls her eyes and throws clothes at me

I hurriedly change into the clothes as she leads me out to the parking lot and literally pushed me into her car, "hey, Careful , it's my birthday"

"Oh yeah your what like 11 or something"

"If I was 11 that would be pretty sad that your 20 and your best friends an 11 year old"

"Your right, thank god your 21!" She smiles, blasting the radio.

The song torn begins to play and as I listen to the lyrics I realise that it's like egsactly what's happening to me.

I thought, I saw a man brought to life

He was warm, he came around and he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well, you couldn't be that man I adored

You don't seem to know

Seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie

The conversation has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's fine, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see

The perfect sky is torn

You're a little late, I'm already torn

I hurriedly change the station to some indie one to get rid of that song before I break.

As we pull into an unfamiliar house I gape at it. It's large and white. Circular windows on the building with a water wall around the door.

"Where are we? This isn't your house?" I ask Carrie as her smiles so wide I think she might be stuck

"No!" She squeals, "because this is yours!!"

I stare at her, mouth forming an 'o' as she squeals, "I can't accept this" I shake my head

"I didn't buy it so um you can't take it back from me" she smiles before getting out of the car and dragging me to the door

She hands me the keys and I sigh as I take a deep breath and unlock the door. In side the whole place is white and furnished. It's modern and has a timber flooring. As I weak around awing at all the rooms I turn around to Carrie and eye her, "if you didn't do this, who did?"

She sighs a sigh of happened before sitting on the velvet couch, "Harry" she smiles as my heart both runs away and jumps for joy

"H-Harry? W-hy would he d-do this?" I stutter, my lip trembling

"The day you saw him in the shop. Jennifer. Com'on Cass ultimate fake girl name. He wanted to suprise you on your birthday and get a house for you"

"Where is he?" I bite my lip smiling, "gosh I love him. I never should have doubted him. Wait why did he do this, because he pities me for having to raise a child on my own?" It seems as though all the pain I have just melts as The words slip from Carries mouth

"Because he's in love with you. Now why don't you pop into that room over there?" She smiles, pointing to a closed off green door

"Um ok" I say walking over. I look at her as her leg jigs up and down. My heart hammers in my chest as I begin to open the door.

My easy spring with tears as I see what's in front of me.