friend #hyungwonho

#25

When they were just chilling after eating, Hoseok asked Hyungwon about Dasom.

"She is a girl I used to know when I was little," Hyungwon said after thinking for a while. He seemed like coming up with that and getting it out was hard for him.

They continued to lay on the bed together in silence. The only thing they heard was the air conditioning and each other's heavy breathing. Hoseok was running his hand through Hyungwon's hair and Hyungwon thought he would fall asleep because it was so soothing.

"You need to go home," Hoseok said and Hyungwon suddenly felt wide awake again.

"Why," he asked with a stutter.

"Because your parents miss you."

"No they don't," Hyungwon knew they wanted him home but he didn't want to leave.

"Just go home for one night. You can come back here any time you want," Hoseok got off from under Hyungwon and stood up. He looked at Hyungwon pout but then stand up too.

Hyungwon walked away towards the door. Hoseok took his backpack he had forgotten and followed him. Hyungwon started putting his jacket on and Hoseok gave the backpack to him.

When Hyungwon was done, he turned back to Hoseok. "I really don't want to leave," he said with that pout still on his face.

"I know," Hoseok put a hand behind his head and pulled him closer to give a kiss on his forehead.

Hyungwon turned the upset look on his face to a smile as he waved goodbye to Hoseok and walked away.

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The next day after school Hyungwon decided to walk around the town before going to Hoseok's place. It had been only a day but he missed Hoseok too much already. He knew Hoseok wouldn't be home yet so even though watching TV at his place sounded fun, he still decided to stop by the store to buy something.

He went to the mall and walked around a few stores. He found all seasons of some American TV-series on sale and took them without really even thinking about if he would like them. Lately he had been watching series and dramas a lot and liked almost everything that came from the television.

He bought food too, thinking about how they could eat something else but pizza for change. Since Hyungwon knew how to make different kinds of food, he would be the one cooking and could make basically anything he wanted - and Hoseok loved whatever Hyungwon made.

He started heading back to Hoseok's apartment, wondering that he would still probably be there before the actual owner of the place. He could start cooking and surprise Hoseok when he would arrive.

Hyungwon walked past a small cafe and somehow he just happened to look inside while he was passing. The familiar face and hair made him wish he would have just walked straight past.

Hoseok was in there with some girl talking to her with a really bright smile on his face. He seemed to be enjoying it - not the coffee but being with the girl.

Hyungwon felt something he had never felt before. It was jealousy. He had been in many different situations in his life, he had seen his ex-boyfriend do all kinds of thinks and romantic gestures to his new boyfriend but still Hyungwon had never felt like that before. He felt wrong that Hoseok was out there, having fun with some girl and being all close to her like that.

Hoseok had his eyes fixed on the girl so he didn't notice Hyungwon who was staring at them from outside. It took him a while to find the power to look away and continue walking.

There was no 'I probably mistook someone else for him' in Hyungwon's mind. That was Hoseok and he was having fun with a girl. Hyungwon couldn't understand why he was feeling the way he did.