Chapter 4

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*looks at clock* Ugh, I can't wait until first period is over. It feels like it's taking forever!

*looks around classroom self consciously*

I can't stand the people in this class! They all think you should kiss their ass, but not Melanie Symone Henderson!

I'm not gonna sit here & let y'all think I'm just a perfect, little, innocent girl, because I'm far from that. I have my secrets just like everybody else too, but I was always taught that "A good girl never kisses & tells."

There's a secret I've been hiding that no one knows; not even Jamal, Naomi, or even my own ma. I'm afraid that I'll be judged, but more than ever I'm afraid I'll disappoint my ma.

I'm 3 months pregnant today & you can barely tell, because I've been wearing maternity clothes to hide it. I really wanna tell somebody, but I just can't push myself to do it! I guess I'm just waiting on the right time.

I know you're thinking Melanie why in the world haven't you told Jamal he's about to be a father?! Well, it has something to do with what my father did to me. I'm just scared that if I tell Jamal I'm pregnant he's just gonna up & leave without any explanation just like my father did!

If you're wondering about the baby, it's fine. I've been going to my appointments on time & in two months I should find out what I'm having.

*asks to go to the bathroom*

The baby keeps me constantly asking to go to the bathroom all day.

*walks into stall*

Oh Jesus, thank you lord! I needed to let that load off!

*hears three girls enter the bathroom & start talking*

Girl 3: Yeah, I know for a fact she's pregnant!

Girl 1: Me too, like we don't know what maternity clothes look like!

Girl 2: Who are y'all going off at the mouth about?

Girl 3: That "Mrs. I have a perfect life" phony Melanie!

Girl 2: Henderson?!

Girl 1: Yeah, can't you tell?

Girl 2: No, not really!

Girl 1: She can't hide it forever!

Girl 3: What's done in the dark always comes into the light!

*they all leave the bathroom*

Me: *walks out stall with tears in eyes* OMG!

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