Chapter 44

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*gets out of car & walks into the house*

Ma: Melanie baby is that you?

Me: Yes Ma it's me!

Ma: *walks up to me* Are you alright baby?

Me: *looks her into her eyes & starts to cry* If I told you no I would be lying.

Ma: *hugs me* It's all gonna be alright baby, just hang in there! It's all gonna be fine! God always gives the hardest battles to his strongest soldiers, you remember that!

Me: *gets louder* Ma what am I supposed to do now?! Just wait for him to wake up?! Well, what if he doesn't?! Then what?!

Ma: Baby you have to stop thinking so negative! Stop doubting & start believing! This will all pass over no matter what the results may be. You have to make the best of it!

Me: *wipes tears* I just don't know what to feel anymore...

Ma: Just get some rest baby & give yourself some time to think. It'll all be fine baby, just have faith. I love you, goodnight *kisses forehead*

Me: I love you too Ma, goodnight...

*walks upstairs to room*

I just want to lay in my bed all day & sink into my sadness. I just feel like there's nothing left to live for anymore, but I know I shouldn't be thinking like this. One thing I'll always have in mind is that "Prayer changes everything."

I guess I'll get some sleep, so I can go to school tomorrow. Ugh, Milton high is just UGH!

*gets into bed & falls asleep*

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