august 27th, 1984
Beauty. Perfection. And love is all I can comprehend when I look at her. She's simply amazing and she gives me the chills just by listening to her speak. There aren't enough words to describe the way I feel about this vibrant young woman. The thing is, I never said these things to her because I don't want to take the chance of ruining our friendship with each other. What if she doesn't feel the same about me?
She giggles as she stops talking. "Michael? Are you even listening to me?" She questions me. I've been staring at her this whole time she has been speaking. I'm so stupid sometimes.
"Uh-h yes! Yes, I was listening." I respond.
She looks at me with concern and feels my forehead. "Michael are you ok? You seem a little out of it."
I chuckle. "I'm fine Y/N I was just thinking."
Y/N raises her eyebrow. "About what?"
"Oh nothing. Just, you know-" I stutter out.
She raises her eyebrows and puts her hands to her chest. "Fine, don't tell me but I'll find out sooner or later." She smirks at me.
To break the awkwardness I stand up to offer her something to drink. "Would you like something to drink hon?"
She smiles. "Sure, can you give me some iced tea please?" She asks politely.
I smile back at her. "Coming right up Ms. Y/L/N!" I open the fridge and pull out the container of iced tea.
"So Michael, what do you wanna do now?" She asks. Girl, there are so many things I wanna do to you right now.
I shake my head. "Uh, do you want to watch a movie? Ooooo can we watch peter-"
"NO." Y/N cuts me off. "We watch Peter Pan all of the time!" She laughs. "Can we watch The Wiz?!" She suggest.
I whine. "Fine we can watch it but don't make me feel embarrassed." I smile shyly.
"Ok Papi I won't embarrass you." Y/N attempts a Spanish accent and fails.
I laugh loudly. "Y/N you never fail to make laugh."
She puckers up her lips and does the best Brooklyn accent ever. "I'm glad I can do that for ya pookie."
I giggle. "Pookie?"
She turns shy all of a sudden. "Forget I said that Michael!" She covers her face with the couch pillow.
She's so adorable when she's shy.
"I'm just gonna put in the movie." I say awkwardly.
"Yeah you do that." Y/N says through the pillow.
25 mins later
"AWWW MICHAEL! Look at you!" Y/N points to the screen with excitement.
"Oh my god Y/N! Shut up!" I cover my face with the pillow. "This is why I don't watch this movie with you." I whine.
"Fine, fine I'll stop." She stops swooning over me and finally watches the movie.
Two minutes later she jumps off of the couch and jumps right on my lap, straddling me. Oh my god. Why does she do this to me?
Y/N then starts tickling me, and she knows I'm extremely ticklish.
I start cackling. "Y/N STOP, I CAN'T BREATHE!" I yell out.
I then slip from under her and start to tickle her, making her laugh the loudest I've ever heard her laugh.
"MICHAEL QUIT IT!" She giggles.
I stop tickling her then suddenly get an idea. "Y/N, you should go get you jacket. I wanna take you somewhere." I get off of the couch.
She looks at me with confusion. "Where are you taking me?"
"You'll see when we get there." I smirk at her and leave the room to get my jacket.
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:"Michael, this place looks like clowns hide out here." Y/N says worryingly says.
I laugh. "Hon, there are no clowns out here. Trust me." I turn back to look at the road.
"There better not be." Y/N sinks down in her seat.
After about 5 minutes, I see the area I wanted to take her. She'll love it.
"Michael, did you seriously just take me to a field?" Y/N says in disbelief.
"Girl you'll see what I wanted to show you, just get out of the car, but close your eyes." I open my door and step outside of the car.
"Whatever you say Jackson." I run over to her door and help her out.
We start walking to the destination and I stand her in the best spot.
"Ok." "You can open your eyes now Y/N." Y/N grabs my hands and removes them from her eyes.
I look at her reaction and it's just priceless. She has the biggest eyes, so when she widens her eyes they look like they're gonna pop out of her head.
"Michael." She breathes out. "It's beautiful." She sighs.
I took Y/N to a spot where I go and clear my mind or to write. At night, in the distance there are over a billion bright stars in the sky. The beauty of it just makes you want to cry.
"Sweetheart, would you like to sit down?" I ask calmly.
"Yes." Y/N says, still flabbergasted by the stars.
You both lay down in the grass and admire the stars together.
"Michael?" Y/N says softly.
"Yes?" I respond.
"'This has always been a dream of mine. To just lay under the stars with someone I love and admire."
Wait a second. Did she just-
Y/N then grabs my hand softly and interlocks her fingers with mine.
"I love you too y/n."
Hi guys. I've been so busy with school and everything and I once again tan out of ideas. 😭 I'm so sorry for leaving you guys but I'll try to update more on here. 💓