Marrying The Psychopath

Chapter 35

"Simula ng iwan mo ako tinalikuran mo na ang responsibilidad mo bilang asawa ko. Walang tayo Jack. Mananatili nalang na isang mapait na nakaraan ang alaala mo. You never exist in my world" I said between my sobs. I turn my back and started to walk away.

"Let me explain my side" pahabol nyang sigaw.

Tumigil ako sa paglalakad ko, should I give him a chance na mag paliwanag.

No Audrey! Hindi pa ba sapat ang rason na iniwan ka nya dahil hindi ka nya mahal sigaw ng isang parte ng utak ko.

Pero, bakit parang may kung anong parte saakin na gusto syang hayaan.

"Please" pagmamakaawa nya.

I sigh and face him "Okay. 10 mins"

Pumunta kami sa isang coffee shop malapit sa studio. Nagsuot ako ng cup at shades na bigay ni Jack saakin kanina para hindi ako makilala.

"Talk" utos ko sakanya.

Natawa ito ng bahagya ngunit mabilis din napalitan ng seryosong mukha.

"One year ago I am deeply madly inlove with you. No, until now Im still inlove with you. One year ago, you're mine and you love me. I made the biggest mistake in my life. I hurt you. I make you believe that I don't love you. But I have my own reason and believe me or not hindi ko ginusto iyon. All my life I've been a asshole and everything change when I met you. You give my dark world a light and you show me how beautiful the world is. Marrying you was the best part of my life and hurting you was my biggest mistake. I don't want hurt you anymore so I decided to leave you all alone even if it hurts me."

I just look at him while his talking. I cant utter a word to say para kasing ang lalim talaga ng pinang huhugutan nya.

Ngumiti sya ng pilit bago tumingin saakin "I love you and I really do that's why I am willing to take the risk and I am willing to change for you. All your efforts I appreciate it all. Simula sa umpisa kung paano mo ako pilitin na inumin ang gamot ko. Sa walang sawang pag iintindi mo saakin. One day I woke up and I realize I need to change. I can bear to lose you. I decide to break you into pieces for you to be strong. I want you to spread your wings and look at you now you're a famous model. But seriously, I missed you so bad, and you know? One year akong nasa rehabilitation center, sa isang mental hospital."

Nabitawan ko ang basong hawak ko na may lamang tubig dahil sa gulat.

I was shocked to what he said.

Rehabilitation?

"Ma'am are you okay?" Tanong saakin ang crew.

Nahihiya akong tumango, pinunasan ko ang legs ko na nabasa. Buti nalang ay naka short ako.

"Sa loob ng isang taon mag isa ako, but I learn how to control my feelings and emotions. Those 12 months na wala ako sa tabi mo, nasa rehabilitation ako nag papa gamot. Because I dont want to hurt you and make you feel bad anymore. I fckin hate myself for making you cry and hurting you. If I could just take away the pain you're feeling right now I will do it."

I dont know what to say,

Habang busy ako sa pag kamuhi sakanya nandoon sya nag iisa at tiniis lahat ng sakit para saakin.

How stupid I am.

"Why are you telling me all this right now?" mahinang bulong ko.

Then I feel a hot liquid running in my cheeks.

"Madaya ka" sumbat ko sakanya bago ako tumakbo palabas.

Nahihirapan akong huminga, sobrang sakit sa dibdib.