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"I'm here", Shawn said.

"Shawn maybe you-

"Mom he's okay. Can you give us a minute?", I asked.

My mom nodded, pecked my forehead and left the room.

"She's gone Shawn", I said.

"Yeah you just told her to leave the room", he chuckled.

"No Shawn Violets gone!".

"Who?".

"My baby", I whispered.

Shawn said nothing he just held me. I wrapped my arms tightly around him and cried into his shoulder.

"Babe it's okay", he whispered as he stroked my hair.

It wasn't okay. I lost my baby and after awhile I would lose Shawn again. How can my life get so turned upside down? It's going to be hard when My mom has Gina and Caleb and Hazel have their baby. I would have to watch them hold what I lost.....
~Hannah (2 days later)
These last few months have been super chaotic. Finding out I was pregnant, Hazel was pregnant and Ava losing Violet. I've watched Ava these last few days and she's been down a lot. I'm very concerned for her. She hasn't been acting like Ava but I understand why. Losing a baby is the hardest thing to go through. You blame yourself for years on end and wonder why you couldn't carry your baby. I know this because before my mother passed away she was carrying a baby and she lost it. I know we have to be there for Ava no matter what.

"Hey how's she holding up?", Taylor asked.

I shrugged.

"Babe she's sad. I'm worried she'll-

"Baby that's not going to happen. I know it's hard but she'll be okay", Taylor said caressing my cheek.

I nodded and pecked his soft lips.

"We have an appointment for our little one", Taylor said grabbing my hand.

"Tay I can't leave Ava here", I said.

"Shawn's coming by to take care of her".

Shawn and Ava have a confusing relationship. They're both scared to admit their feelings and I can see it.
~Shawn
I walked into Ava's room and she was staring at the wall. I could see her heart breaking and it killed me.

"Hey", I said.

Ava looked in my direction.

"Why Shawn?", she said.

"Why what?".

"Why did I lose her!! Why did I lose you?!", she asked.

"Av you haven't lost me. I'm right here", I said. "I'll always be right here".

"Don't say that Shawn! you're leaving to go back on tour in three days!!", she shouted.

"I'm not. I cancelled it. Ava you mean so much to me and I want to be here for you", I replied.

"You-

"Listen to me for a sec. Ava I'm in love with you okay? I was just to blind to see it. I know this might be a bad time to bring all this up but I need to. Every time I look at you I just wanna kiss you and make you feel special. Please Ava", I said.

Ava connected our lips and we moved in perfect sync with each other.

"I love you too Shawn", she said.

"Don't worry okay? I'm going to get you through this", I promised.

She nodded.

"Ava will you be my girlfriend?", I asked.

"Yes I will".....

Everything for me was perfect....

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