To the Moon and Back °[KathNiel] ✓COMPLETE

Quaker 42

It's really her, Sabrina Lewis Williams. She's the one Yves is talking to earlier. Kaya pala ako ang pinag-uusapan nila. And what was that? They set us up while we're in Japan. Curiosity and anger raged through me at once. On my heels, I walked fast to confront him.

"When was that Ves? Would you mind helping me remember that day?"

"Kath? What are you talking about?"

"Don't even try denying it! Stop acting like you don't know anything. When was that? Was it that night in Dotonbori that you've ran from me or that day you asked me to enjoy strolling with Kuya Carmel! Ano!?? Sumagot ka!"

"Ba't ka ba nagagalit!?"

"How do you want me to react? Maging masaya? Fuck! Pinaglalaruan niyo kami!"sunod-sunod na luha ang tumulo sa pisngi ko. "At talaga palang sinadya mo ang pag-uwi natin ngayon para masaktan ako?"

Yong nararamdaman ko ng mga araw na 'yon, ramdam ko parin hanggang ngayon. Buong akala ko tadhana ang nagpapalapit sa'min sa isa't isa. All those years, I've blamed fate for playing with our feelings! Ang saya-saya naming pareho ng huling araw na magkasama kami. My heart was completely broken as I watched him leaving that night when Yves proposed to me. Not only that, he even forced me to go home so I can witness the man I love proposing to another girl!

"Kath. Wala akong intensiyon na paglaruan ka. That was never my intention! Alam kong mali ang ginawa ko! But I did it because I love you." He began to cry. "I was supposed to let you go that day."mahinang saad niya.

I suddenly felt sorry for him. A pang of guilt coiled my chest. Right that moment, I simply wanted to cry. I just wanted to cry and wished every pain could be washed away with those tears.

"All those years you spent with me Kath, alam kong si Daniel 'yong mahal mo. Even though you stayed right beside me, your eyes have never lied about who you truly love."

My foot are nailed to the ground. I just wanted to leave but I can't. I can't move.

"Gustong-gusto kong magpaubaya para maging masaya ka. I connived with Lewis and I have her convinced of letting him go. Pero nang umuwi ka ng gabing 'yon kasama siya. Nawala lahat. Ako mismo ang sumira sa sarili kong plano kasi hindi ko kaya. Mahal na mahal kita Chandria. Mahal na mahal kita."

Where I've found myself next is right in his arms. Sobbing hard, he embraced me and all the anger I felt towards him is just expunged away. Ano pa bang magagawa ko? Even with this knowledge, there is nothing I can do to change things. I'm engaged. He's engaged. We all are... but to different persons.

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Hindi ako nagkaroon ng tamang panahon para sabihin sa kanya ang naging resulta ng meeting ko with the director last few days. It's almost a week. I've been staying at home within those days because of what had happened the last time I was out. While I'm enjoying myself reading a book, I took a halt when the doorbell rang.