PJ POV
I woke up abruptly in a cold sweat, I reached out and grabbed something to make sure I was no longer dreaming and I accidentally clawed at Phil's face earning a startled yell. Phil looked down at me and I could feel the tears in my eyes; I knew he could see them too. He pulled me closer to his chest and just hugged me as I cried into his t-shirt while he asked no questions.
After a minute he spoke up. "Are you okay?" Is all Phil could fathom to say. I nodded but I kept my face nestled in his chest still. "If you ever want to talk to someone you can always talk to me, I know I'm not the best at giving advice but I am here for you and you need to remember that."
Phil is so sweet and I just hugged him tighter in reply. "Can we just stay in today?" My voice shaking as I looked up at Phil with a pleading look on my face.
"Yeah, no problem babe. I needed to send some Christmas presents but I'll send them late." Phil gave my his sunshine smile and I felt much happier than I did before.
"Thank you, but if you need to go out I don't want to stop you." I felt bad for restricting Phil because I had a nightmare.
"No, don't worry. It's fine." Phil reassured me.
"Okay, good." I spent the rest of the morning talking to Phil about Christmas which was just a few days away. I wouldn't trade this for the world.
Chris POV
I sat upright in bed gripping the sheets around me. I reached out and flicked on a light frantically looking around my room and exhaling in relief. It was all a dream, one that I would never like to encounter again.
I stood up and walked out into my apartment and narrowly avoided walking into a door covered in tinsel. When I finally made it into the kitchen I made myself a strong cup of coffee that I downed in a speed that was probably both record breaking and unsafe.
After the coffee I slumped on the floor with my head between my legs, what had happened? My memory was a blur of darkness and sudden light and then finally darkness again. And honestly that was like a metaphor for my life. I really hate this.
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Hi! I am so very sorry for such a long wait but I just struggle with constantly updating. I hope you enjoy this chapter and that you have a good day! - Ruby
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I Have Always Loved You
FanficSequel to I Have Always Noticed You. Dan and Phil have had no contact for the past few years and it's been fine. But one day they meet and there peaceful loneliness is wrecked. -Trigger warning-
