Phil POV
"I love you."
What?
"I have always loved you and I know you no longer love me and you only see me as a friend but I can't hold this in any longer."
Why would he say this to me? He knows me and Pj are happy together, does he want to break us up?
"So yes, I love you so much that I don't want to have to stare at you from across a room anymore and I want you to know; and I know you will never love me back."
I do like him too, but they are probably just past feelings. I can't love him anyway, I love Pj we will get married on day. The reality is that i'm unlikely to leave Pj unless he does something horrible.
"You and Pj are perfect together and the more I say the more I regret even telling you this at the moment. So yes, I love you and I'm sorry."
Oh no, he is giving me those puppy eyes again, he knows I can't handle them.
Why would he say this to me at a time like this, today was going so well and now i'm so confused, I thought I was finally getting over him.
I stand up and walk to my room, nearly in tears from the confusion. I slam the door and sit on the floor, tear now streaming down my face. I try to control my breathing and wipe the tears away with my t-shirt but they keep falling. I hear Dan leave the house, probably angry due to the fact that he slammed the door behind him. I stand up and look at myself in the mirror, my eyes are red and puffy and I have tear marks down my face. I feel exhausted so I crawl into my bed and curl up, I quickly fall asleep.
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I woke up after I heard a voice in the living room, It sounded like Pj. Pj was angry and I knew that Pj was not a nice person when he was angry. I sat and listened.
"Martin, thank fuck you picked up, I thought you blocked me."
Martin? My brother Martin?
"Anyway, do you remember that conversation we had a couple of weeks ago?"
... They spoke?
"Don't you dare hang up on me, I know you still want Dan back, I can help."
I don't know what Pj is thinking but it can't be good.
"Okay, okay, just think about it, this will benefit everyone. Trust me."
He hung up.
A/N
Hi! I hope you enjoyed this and I will try to update more, and I know I say it often however I just forget and I am extremely lazy. I am very sorry. I hope you have a good day. - Ruby
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I Have Always Loved You
FanfictionSequel to I Have Always Noticed You. Dan and Phil have had no contact for the past few years and it's been fine. But one day they meet and there peaceful loneliness is wrecked. -Trigger warning-
