SIX DEGREES OF SEPARATION [Cloud and Skye Story] (Completed)

CHAPTER 3 - SHE'S BACK

CHAPTER 3 - SHE'S BACK

RAIN'S POV

Siguro namamalikmata lang ako sa nakita ko. Tama, namamalikmata lang ako. Pero pwedeng hindi rin...Hindi pa ba ako nato-trauma sa pagmamalik-mata? Noon...akala ko lagi akong namamalikmata pero hindi naman pala. The more I tried to ignore a fact, the more it becomes real. The harder I wish I was just actually over-thinking, the more the world becomes smaller. Bakit kaya ganito yung buhay noh? Itanggi mo man, in the end, lalabas at lalabas yung katotohanan.

I am not saying that I am still affected, yes, maybe somehow, I am still affected. But that’s only because we had a past – a past that was not cleared from the very start and a  past that was not properly ended. Kaya siguro ganun ang mga bagay. Bibigyan kayo ng chance na magkita ulit to end things right. But was I just assuming? Si Cloud nakita ko? That was not impossible, I know. Afterall, naniniwala na naman ako sa small world. Lalo na at nangyari ulit sa akin yung bagay na hindi ko pinapaniwalaan noon.

I could almost swear I’m not mistaken. I saw Cloud. I am happy for him dahil mukhang maganda ang career niya, ang dami pa rin kasi niyang fans hanggang ngayon. Oh well, maybe so little things did change. But the feeling? I am so happy to tell you I was already over him. I’m happy. I am more than happy. Masaya din ako na nakita ko na siya, he’s been a good friend to me naman nung una. Precious memories are not unforgettable, pero yung mga moments lang na magkaibigan kami. I treasured them all. Kasi nga, kaibigan pa rin ang tingin ko sa kanya.

Afterall, I think  I am in love with someone else.

 

Iba talaga ang nagagawa ng panahon. Time really heals everything, even the deepest and most painful wounds.

Isa-isa kong tinignan ang mga establishments sa nadadaanan namin pauwi sa bahay. Ang dami na rin palang nagbago sa 5 years na yun. Pero one thing is for sure, Philippines’s still the best of the best! This is my hometown at though I stayed in Paris for 5 years, living in my hometown is still the priority. Oh, how I miss Filipino cuisine and everything. Paguwi na paguwi ko, I will demand for a feast! Hahaha, papataba nga ako. Feeling ko kasi pumayat ako ng bongga dahil sa mga nangyari sa akin for the past five years. Masyado akong na-homesick din kaya tinatamad akong kumain, nakakamiss kasi yung adobo, nilaga, sinigang, yung mga ganung putahe.

Sa wakas, matitikman ko na ulit sila! I am so excited!!!

Habang pauwi rin kami sa bahay ehh nadaan ko yung school ko. June pala ngayon, kaya pala ang daming studyante ngayon. Sa Paris kasi, hindi naman June ang pasukan ehh. Naaalala ko nung fourth year ako...5 years ago...Ang daming nangyari. Ilang beses ako tumawa, ilang beses ako umiyak. But one thing I learned? I learned to be a lot smarter and stronger when it comes to life’s reality. Hindi ka kasi pwedeng magpatalo na lang sa destiny and fate. They don’t make you, instead, you make them kaya sila existing. It still depends on what will you do.

Kaya ako? I don’t depend on them.

Kamusta na kaya sila Mawu, Kim, Janselle, at Coleen? How I love to kill any person just to see them. One thing kung bakit din ako umuwi sa Pilipinas, ehh para makita na sila. For five years, I hadn’t called them. I hadn’t seen  them. And I don’t regret it, because it was all part of the process...my moving-on process. Pati sila Jason, Duff, Chalton, Mark, at Terrence. Nami-miss ko na ang mga may pagka-aroganteng BSB. Pati syempre sila Paolo at Victor. Kamusta na kaya sila? Did Janselle and Duff end together? How about Mawu and Paolo? Kim and Terrence? Coleen and Victor? Did Jason, Mark, and Chalton already found their happiness? I am really dying to hear about them.