My life was decent either way...

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Today is the day I was finally going to meet Anna. Barbara decided to stay due to work and Helen had caught the flu so Ringo agreed to come with me. I packed clothes, The journal and the photo album of mom, I'm sure she wants to see those. We came to the airport 5 minutes late and barely made it on the plane.

Ringo: nervous?

Laura: (nods) a little

Ringo: I am too

Laura: why?

Ringo: I don't think she ever forgave me

Laura: for giving her up?

Ringo looks at me and nods. I buckled my seat belt and felt the plane take off, To pass time, Ringo was reading a book and I was reading the journal. It's what I wanted to do for the next several hours, maybe look at the photo album as well, but instead I started to drift off after 45 minutes..

When you fall asleep, you can't feel, or see anything but your dreams. What I saw in my dreams was my mother, Ringo and Anna, I had imagined us being a family if she hadn't died. I could feel her hugging me everyday, I could hear her singing to me before going to bed or a simple "I love you" but You can't choose your life, but at least Helen had given me a decent one.

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The plane had finally landed, and Ringo had woke me up. We got off and the weather felt decent, the breeze felt good and I Remember mom describing how it was better than Liverpool, she was right. We grabbed a Taxi and headed towards the hotel we were staying at.

Laura: are you coming with me?

Ringo: I don't know if I should

Laura: you should to set things straight

Ringo: I will try but I just don't want to make her upset

Laura: I hope she won't

Ringo: me too

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