Today is the day I was finally going to meet Anna. Barbara decided to stay due to work and Helen had caught the flu so Ringo agreed to come with me. I packed clothes, The journal and the photo album of mom, I'm sure she wants to see those. We came to the airport 5 minutes late and barely made it on the plane.
Ringo: nervous?
Laura: (nods) a little
Ringo: I am too
Laura: why?
Ringo: I don't think she ever forgave me
Laura: for giving her up?
Ringo looks at me and nods. I buckled my seat belt and felt the plane take off, To pass time, Ringo was reading a book and I was reading the journal. It's what I wanted to do for the next several hours, maybe look at the photo album as well, but instead I started to drift off after 45 minutes..
When you fall asleep, you can't feel, or see anything but your dreams. What I saw in my dreams was my mother, Ringo and Anna, I had imagined us being a family if she hadn't died. I could feel her hugging me everyday, I could hear her singing to me before going to bed or a simple "I love you" but You can't choose your life, but at least Helen had given me a decent one.
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The plane had finally landed, and Ringo had woke me up. We got off and the weather felt decent, the breeze felt good and I Remember mom describing how it was better than Liverpool, she was right. We grabbed a Taxi and headed towards the hotel we were staying at.
Laura: are you coming with me?
Ringo: I don't know if I should
Laura: you should to set things straight
Ringo: I will try but I just don't want to make her upset
Laura: I hope she won't
Ringo: me too
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In My Life...Who Am I?
RandomLaura is at an age where she is finding herself but turns out who she thought she was, isn't who she really is...is she really Laura? One journal gives a clue. (The Beatles)