The day to spend time with me daughters was today, I've decided to take them to a private park where not many people go but it's the most beautiful place ever. When I stopped the car, Anna jumped out and breathed in the fresh air.
Ringo: hold on Anna!
Anna: I'm fine Ringo!
Claiming as she spun around, who knows what the gurl was feeling, I was too busy taking Daisy out of her car seat. I finally got her in my arms and caught Anna stopping and waited for me to call her over...we had walked a while, You and Anna were enjoying the sounds of the birds chirping, leaves rattling, kicking rocks.
Anna: Ringo?
Ringo: yes?
Anna: is this a dream?
Ringo: mmm I don't think so..
Anna: I believe it is, this place is just pretty!
Ringo: been going 'ere ever since I was little
Anna: why are you bringing us here?
I spot a bench and we took a seat, I held You on my lap and Anna sat there looking up at me.
Anna: you never answered my question
Ringo: it's complicated dear, I-
Anna: you can say it..
Ringo: this is the last day I'm taking care of ye
Anna: last day?
Ringo: yer grandmother is going to take care of ye, I have some things I need to work on
Anna: like what?
Ringo: (sighs) just enjoy every moment please
Anna just sat there looking down, then turned her head when a bird flew by...I looked at you and you were busy babbling, but I can tell you were enjoying the sight of beautiful flowers, and the sun on your skin, I smiled. You had gotten your hands on a Sunflower, a Blooming one and I helped you take it out. You just held it in your hands, not bothering to drop it or rattle it, you were just adorable.
Anna: I will always be with Daisy, right?
Ringo: of course ye will
I gave these girls a hug, I didn't want to let go. Maybe mum was right, I shouldn't let these girls go but it's only best if this is how I was going to act. I love you, you were the best thing in my life and I hate to let it go but all I want is for you to live a better life, but all I ask is, forgive me Michelle?...
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In My Life...Who Am I?
RandomLaura is at an age where she is finding herself but turns out who she thought she was, isn't who she really is...is she really Laura? One journal gives a clue. (The Beatles)