Forever Yours (Book 4 of 4) (Justin Bieber Love Story) ✔️

Chapter 35: The Feels

~ 29 Weeks Pregnant ~

Justin

When I walked in the front door Serrina was making noise in the kitchen. I pulled my hood off and took a deep breath before walking in and seeing her for the first time today. She looked so beautiful with her hair in a messy bun and a tank top that hugged every single one of her perfect curves, showing off our baby in the most sexy way.

"Hey," She smiled at me and wiped her wet hands on her shirt. She had been washing dishes but was now facing me, "How was work?"

I took a few steps towards her and placed my hands on her tummy, looking down at the growing bump, "Good. Too long."

She slowly nodded and her hand settled on my jaw, "Did you see all of our new lawn gnomes?" I could hear the annoyance in her voice. She was talking about the paparazzi. I hadn't even thought about them when I pulled into the driveway. I was already used to them, I figured my family would be too, but they weren't. This was all brand new to them.

"I'm really sorry, "I began, "I don't know how to make them leave." I bit my bottom lip, not sure what to say. If I tried to make them leave it would just start a scandal or give me bad publicity and Scooter would actually kill me if I started something.

The corner of her lip twitched and she smiled, "I had gotten so used to them not being around, its just weird that they're back." she shrugged, "The kids don't mind that much."

Before I had a chance to think I spoke, "We should move." Her eyes widened, the smile that was on her face vanished and she started to shake her head, "Just hear me out. I know how much you love this house but we can move somewhere with higher security. Coded gates. Big ass fences. Nobody would be able to-"

"No." Her voice wasn't a shout but it was firm and made me shut up, "We aren't going anywhere. This is the house we raised our babies in. This is the house we will finish raising our babies in." She stepped closer to me and wrapped her arms around my neck, "Im not going to let these people get so under my skin that I want to leave my own home." She shut me up and then smiled again before her lips gently fell onto mine. I moved my hand up from her belly so it was knotted in her hair. After a few seconds she had to come up for breath, "This is our home. We aren't going anywhere."

I smiled and kissed her again, this time moving my hands to her butt and lifting her up on the counter. She squealed a little and gripped onto me for safety. I laughed and once I made sure she was stable she bent back down and pressed her mouth back to mine, kissing me softly, not desperate.

I loved the way her lips tasted. I loved the way she smelt. I loved that she was the mother of my children and that she would be mine forever. I loved this girl so much...

"I love you," She whispered and then pressed her forehead to mine. She had read my mind. Even as close as we were right now, I could never see a flaw on her. I was barely an inch away from her face and every square centimetre looked perfect to me. How on earth had I gotten so lucky?

"I love you so much more." I replied. I had been holding my breath and my words came out raggedy and my voice cracked when the words let my lips.

Her hand was soft on the back of my neck as she slightly massaged me, "Thats impossible." She wrapped her hand up in my hair and her shoulders were slouched so we were closer to the same height, "You need a haircut." Her fist was balled in my hair and she was holding my head still looking at my hair. I loved it when she played with my hair so I had intentionally been growing it out.

"You're turning me on so much right now." Again, my voice was so raspy it was barely audible. 

She smiled and bit her lip, looping one finger in my front belt loop and pulling my hips to hers, "I can tell." I grinned as she looked down at my jeans and raised her eyebrows.

Even pregnant, Serrina weight next to nothing, so lifting her off the counter and carrying her into our room was barely a workout. I placed her down on the bed extremely carefully and then went back to close and lock the bedroom door. 

The lights weren't on but I knew she was sitting on the bed waiting for me, so I walked over and stood in front of her, holding her face in my hands and bringing her lips up to mine. Everything felt like we were going in slow motion. Our kisses were soft and careful. Our touches were gentle, like it was our first time. 

I reached down to take off her shirt but she was already ahead of me and her shirt was coming over her head. I stared down at her in awe, the perfect baby bump and her black bra. She was So. Fucking. Beautiful.

Her hands were on my jeans, fiddling with the buttons and I just kept kissing her. The button was undone and the zipper was down but everything stopped as her hand fell to the bed and her stomach.

She let out a pained groan and ducked her head away from mine, a hand pressing deeply into the side of her stomach. Her eyes were shut as she took a deep breath and swore under her breath, "Ow. No, stop." I stayed still for a while as she shoved her palm into her side. She kept wincing and I could see the shadow of her belly moving. He was moving. A lot.

"You okay?" I whispered and watched as she shook her head, No. I crouched down the her level and placed my hands on her belly. I could feel the little guy moving around like a monster under the skin, "Baby," I pressed my lips to the skin just above her belly button and closed my eyes, "You're hurting mommy. Please calm down." Serrina's other hand fell to my shoulder and I felt the baby go still. Her breathing fell shallow and her hand relaxed a little, "Thank you." I kissed her skin and then sat down on the floor so I was at the same level as her stomach.

"The kids named him," Serrina's voice broke the silence in the room after a few seconds and I looked up at her. She was smiling like a complete moron and in the dark room I could see there were tears in her eyes, "Jasper." Her lip was quivering.

A smile grew so bit on my face it almost hurt my cheeks, "Thats perfect."

She let out a small sob, "Really? You like it?" Her hand that was on my shoulder had moved up to my cheek and she was holding it there.

I nodded and let out a little laugh, "I love it." She started crying and I got up so I could hold her. I felt her arms go around my neck and I wrapped mine around her waist. 

"Can you stay in here tonight?" She managed to say between her cries. All I did was nod and that made her sobbing worse, so I helped her get undressed and climb under the covers. Once she was curled up in bed, I kicked my jeans off and climbed in beside her, wrapping my arms around her little body and holding her close to my chest while she cried and then, eventually, fell asleep.