R5 ----preferences and imagines

preference: He makes you feel insecure

Riker:

He was with his brothers and you just got a parcel mailed to you. Riker answered the door aswell as open the parcel. It was the new converse that you bought. You never really liked the size of your feet because it was really big compared to other girls. Riker thought of trying them on for fun and you didn't mind.

" woah i fit in your converses!" he said in shocked

" what?" you said to him while entering the room

" you have massive feet Y/N!" he stated and made you upset.

You left the room quietly and just started to walk away. He looked confused and started shouting your name over and over again.

" Y/N where are you going?" he said looking outside the door.

you just sat on the couch and watched TV but still was thinking about his comment. You never really liked them and when he said that he hurt you alot. Out of no where you feel Riker sitting next you.

" what's wrong baby?" he asked you holding your hand

" My feet are massive, there such a turn off to everybody..." you said quietly

he noticed that he made you feel insecure and said " im sorry baby i didn't want to make you upset and you shouldn't feel insecure. I only said that because i was shocked that my feet are smaller than yours, that made me feel unsure about myself." when he said that you ended up feel less insecure about yourself and that was thanks to your boyfriend Riker. In his favor you gave him the reward of kissing him, he enjoyed that quiet abit.

Rocky:

He never saw you without make up and that made you happy because you were really insecure with your blemishes and spots. Makeup would hide them away and that made you feel better. Rocky didn't tell you he was coming early this morning to do some fun activities. So you didn't bother spend alot of time doing your make up. While you thought it was time to get ready, you did get change into a really pretty outfit. Rocky came into your room and saw you without any make up one. That shocked him. You felt really scared because you didn't know how he would react.

" you have no make on, you look different!" he said still looking at you shocked

" thanks..." you said sadly

" woah you okay babe?" he asked you.

You walked away and went to your closet and dug out an expensive brand of makeup. You spend the entire time looking at your face in the mirror and just thought of awful stuff about your self. You didn't want to but you just couldn't stop yourself saying those things. A knock on your door was heard and you knew it was Rocky. He came in and he knew that he was the cause of your sadness.

" im sorry, i walked away..." you said to him through the mirror

" it's fine babe by why did you?" he said to you while looking concerned

" it's just when you said i looked different without makeup it made me upset, i never like myself without it..." you trialed off saying

" ohh babe im sorry i made you feel insecure and for the record i said you look different, in a good way!" he told you while wrapping his arms behind you.

" you really think im pretty without it?" you asked him

" more than pretty, beautiful!" he placed a kiss on your head and made you smile again. You never cared about anyone else's thoughts apart from his, yours and your family's thoughts.

Ratliff:

You just gave birth to your first baby and you haven't really had time to burn off the remaining baby fat. It didn't worry you at that time but when you overheard him on the phone to someone, it made you have second thoughts. You heard Ellington say" it's just she still has the fat... i know that but... working out could help her but she just doesn't..." You walked away from his voice and went to see the baby. You rocked him to sleep and then placed him on the bed. You never thought that he would care so much about it but it did. Hurt was far off the scale of what you felt. You never felt happy with your weight and it made you feel worse when Ellington had to say those things.