Ross' POV:
What am I going to do? If Tazmina finds out she going to be more crushed than anything. but if I don't tell her, she will find out sooner or later. Either way she will hate me and won't trust me anymore. The girl I kissed by mistake was just in pure shock moment. I had to explain to her that I didn't mean too and that I was really sorry since it was a big mistake and that it was sort of my fault.
" let me guess... you got a girlfriend" She said slowly
" yea I do and she's going to really hate me now for what happened" I told her
" What you going to do then?" She asked me
" I have no idea" Honestly told her
" here's a hint... it's better if she hears it from you other than anyone else" She told me
With that we said bye and went off in different ways. Nothing else was on my mind apart from trying to not to be a total idiot and hurt her feelings anymore. I saw her just walking around laughing with the other dancers. All happy and having good time. I never want to make that smile fade away. Tazmina saw me and started running towards me. I just wanted to hold her tight that nothing will make her feel pain.
Tazmina' POV:
I was casually walking around having a laugh with the other dancers, when I saw Ross. His cute and very hot self just made me want to give him a big hug. I said bye to the other dancers and ran towards Ross. He had a smile but I could tell he was upset about something. Once I reached him, I jumped up and gave him a giant hug. His touch always makes me weak to my knees.
" hey baby how was filming" I asked him while he was holding me still
" It was good princess, got it done" He told me with a slight upset tone
" did anything else happen baby" I asked him just to make sure he was ok
" what? no! why ask princess" Ross said acting very strange
" I was just asking, you're acting strange" I said to him getting down
" i'm not baby, let's go walking" He said holding my hand trying to make me move
" no, Ross what's wrong?" I questioned him
" Can we talk somewhere else princess" Ross pleaded
" are you going to tell me then?"
" I will"
He held my hand and directed me to a more quieter place with less people.By this time I was losing my patients, he was trying to weasel his way out of it by taking his time. I could already sense that he needed to tell me something that was serious.
Ross' POV:
I took a deep breath and held her hand tightly, I just wanted to feel her and wanted her to know i still love her everything about her. Her eyes the entire time I talked, I felt it just starring me down and making me feel if I was doing the right thing.Of course I was if I didn't tell her , than she will be more hurt and I be feel guilt. The minute I said
" and we... kissed by mistake"
her hands slipped away and her beautiful eyes started forming droplets of tears. Her smile was long gone and you could hear her heart breaking into pieces. I caused this. I made her break and I could potentially lose her. Nothing was said at all after I spoke. All the silence spoke her words. Not hearing her voice, made me want to break down myself and cry. Before me and Tazmina got together, her walls were built up so high that it was hard to knock them down. I gradually did break down her walls, but with one mistake I made, the walls are back up and blocking our love.
" i'm so sorry, I never meant to make you feel pain. I don't like others causing it and me causing the pain makes it much worse. Please say something, I just want to hear your voice." I said to her getting closer each time
" do... you like... her?" She asked me ever so slowly
" I wouldn't ever like her, I have you and that's all I ever need. I don't even know her and it didn't last long I swear." i told her trying to look at her eyes.
"ohh ok"
" are we still together?" I asked her nervously
"yea we are but the trust... is lost" Tazmina said while I hugged her tight
" I promise I will earn your trust back, even if it takes a billion years, I will. I'm so glad that you stayed with me I would have been in pieces without you I love you" truthfully I said
" I love you too"
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