Miss Right • Kookri

Chapter 19.

This morning I decided to have coffee to a coffee shop near our house. I need to release my stress and I need to be relaxed, I don't want to remember what happened Yesterday.

I hailed a taxi through the Gong coffee shop, their coffee was so great that's why I'm being loyal. You'll taste what heaven is, hot coffee is the best and most of my favourite is their green tea frap. I ordered hot coffee and strawberry short cake.

I remembered what happened again, yesterday. Once again, I'm sad. How did I break his heart? I'm so dumb... while I'm waiting for my orders, someone sat infront of me.

"Yeri..." He called, "Can we talk?"

I faced him and this time I felt that there will be a closure for the both of us. I think he made a good decision.

I nodded, "Of course." I said smiling, I was shocked when Jungkook suddenly hugged me so tight.

Oh gosh, that's what I really need since yesterday, a warm hug of yours. I missed you so much.

"I can't breathe!" I said and he just laughed.

"Kaja." He said.

Jungkook went into the cashier to take out my orders and then we started walking around the street. This time it was so awkward, I have to break the silence.

"So, how are you?" I asked.

"Pretty good, how about you?" He answered.

Yeri you have to fake your feelings you have to tell him that you're okay, you have to fake your smile. You should do that for your own good, you can do it. "I'm fine." I smiled holding up my tears. Please, don't fall down.

I broke his heart, but I broke my heart too. Seeing you hurt makes my heart fall into pieces, Jungkook. You're the only person that made me feel special that you made me realize how important I am, how beautiful I am, how worthy I am. I always think about, why shall we make this fake relationship into a real one's? So that I won't hurt you but to love you unconditionally. But I still have Jimin, my conscience always hit me, but nothing happened because Jimin has a girlfriend now. It's Useless.

I wish that we could be like that. The real one's, Jungkook.

"Yeri, yohooo!" Jungkook waved, "Are you okay? Hey, why are you crying?" He immediately wiped my tears using napkin.

"Yah, gwenchanayo." I wiped my tears and faked a laughed, "I just remembered something, there's nothing to worry about Jungkook."

He slowly bobbed his head, "I'm sorry about... yesterday." He apologised.

I hit his neck, "That's nothing! I am sorry because I hurted you." I looked down because of embarrassment, why did you say that Yeri? Pabo!

"I'm not hurt." He straightly said, "Actually I'm glad that you confessed the truth that you don't like me, I'm okay with that."

Why are you like this? Why are you acting like you're not hurt but the truth is, you are! You love me, I know that because I can feel it and I can see it in your eyes!

I sipped my coffee, "So yeah, how are you and Sooyoung?" I changed the topic.

I'm happy too because, Jimin and I broke up. I'm free and we can make this relationship Real!

He smiled, "She confessed that she's jealous so she said she wants me back."

Oh, that... I guess, I'm wrong...

"And what did you do?" Fake a smile Yeri, you can do the acting.

"I have no choice but to get her back too. She said that, if I get back in her arms again, she'll break up with Seokjin. This is my chance to get her back so I grabbed the opportunity you know what Yeri, it feels good that she came back."

I smiled, "Well then, congratulations! We made it, dork." Atleast you're happy now...

"Yes, we really made it. That's why I wanna talk to you, I wanna say thank you for helping me get Sooyoung back. Thank you so much Yeri, you don't know how happy I am." He said. I just smiled.

I pinched his cheek, "I'm very happy for you, my friend."

Why is this happening? I'm already inlove with you, but destiny is a total jerk. You came to me just to teach me, and to guide me, all this time I thought that you love me, you made me feel special even though I'm not. Sooyoung is all you think about and not me.

Atleast I made my love, smile. I saw his genuine smile... for the first time. Ne sarang, Jeon Jungkook.

I grabbed my phone, "Uh Jungkook-ah, my parents are looking for me. See you tomorrow..." I was about to go but he held my hand.

I let him face my back, "Wait for a second, Yeri." I felt his warm body covered me with his hug, "I wanna say thank you again, please don't ever leave me. Let's be friends again."

I nodded, "Of course, Jungkook." I smiled, "I-I should go now, thanks for talking to me..." I ran away and hailed a taxi.

(A/n Play Paper Hearts cover by Jungkook the chorus part.)

How can I forget you?

How can I deny these feelings that I have for you? How can I act like it's all fine with me, that you don't care anymore? How can I forget your precious eyes that I can't take my eyes off it? How can I forget your soft laugh that can make me laugh too? How can I forget your warm hug that I'm comfortable with? How can I forget your jokes that make me feel happy? How can I forget how soft your hand is when you hold mine?

When can I feel that again? To feel like your girlfriend... I wanna go back to they we used to, the day we make fun of everybody. We're happy back then, but everybody seems right.

Once you're happy, something bad will happen.

I'm not ready about that and I don't believe it because you are my happiness, you can't leave me just like that. Because all this time, I made myself dumb that I believed in your sweet lies.

Your sweet lies baby, I wanna hear those again.

"You know, why can Jimin love you truly? You're beutiful."

"Yes, they think that you're unworthy. But for me, you are worthy."

"I like you."

"You're eyes are so beautiful."

I wanna hear those again, please make me feel like you love me. Love me, like how much you love her. But no you can't love me harder, because I'm not her and I will never be her.

I need to forget about you, but how? Maybe I should, I can do this.

I can Unlove you. Soon, soon is enough.