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~Delusional~

Irene's P.O.V.

"Unnie, you've been staring at the food for hours already" I looked at my sisters and saw their food almost gone, I put my fork down, careful not to drop it or else people's attention will turn to us. Wendy decided to take us out for lunch as a 'sisters' bonding as she said.

"Just tell us if you're not hungry so we can place the plate on the washer" Jade spoke, I shooked my head and tried to atleast eat a few bites of the pasta infront of me. After all it's Wendy's treat and I shouldn't just waste money even iv we're rich...

"Or, you can just tell us what's wrong" Wendy added as I noticed them looking at me with a serious and worried expression, even if I'm petite, I never say no to food. It's their first time seeing me losing my appetite to the point that I'm already suddenly began to feel dizzy and want to puke.

"Is it because of Slater?" Wendy asked when she knows that I wouldn't answer her, I'm really not the type of person to share my own problems with my sister. I kept thinking that I'll just give them a burden instead of making them happy.

"What did he do to you?" I began to stare into space and Jade must've noticed that but made it look at the problem I'm having is about Slater... well partly it's also about him. So I can't deny it right? Besides they'll question me even more if I'll say that it's just nothing, but then one question came in my mind which can sound really believeable.

"Do you think Slater still loves Heather?" I told them the story of Heather and Slater yesterday, this question made Wendy and Jade's eyes soften

"Stop being delusional unnie" Wendy said and gave me a hug, comforting me so I pretend to smile. I can't help but keep my secret to myself, they'll worry too much if they know this.

"You have the right to be delusional when you're in her place, I understand her feelings right now" Jade held my hand and told me to just eat and so I did, I don't want them to know that I was lying and made everything sound realistic now.

"But for me, Slater bringing you to the person who was once his life means that he's sucessfully moved on. He just wants you to know that everything will be fine from now on" I know, I trust Slater too much that I started to feel bad knowing how much he trust and love me also. I'm starting to regret my decision but I don't want to hurt anyone... what will I do?

"So stop worrying unnie, I'm sure Slater loves you still" Jade smiled and rested her head on my shoulder but the more that this topic is getting bigger the more my head is starting to hurt. I can't tell my sisters about this or else they'll over react just like this, and I don't want anyone to know as of now...

That's not what I'm trully worried about... I know how much Slater loves me... But how can I tell him this...