Above The Sky [Kismet Series One | Rewritten]

ATS - 2

"Mama, nasan si Bryan? I dreamed about him, He's not going to my birthday." sabi ko habang naka-yakap at umiiyak sa aking ina. Hinahaplos niya ang likod ko at hinahalikan ang aking ulo

"It's just a bad dream, Anak. Pupunta siya." Bumitaw ako sa pagkakayakap niya at hinarap ko siya, Kita ko sa mga mata ng ina ko ang pag-aalala.

"No, Mama! On my dreams, He left me, He left me forever, He didn't return!"

Mas lalo akong umiyak dahil sa takot na nararamdaman ko, Paano kung iwan niya talaga ako?

Muli akong niyakap ni Mama. Pinaramdam niya sa'kin na nandito siya kahit anong mangyari. Akala ko ay hindi ako iiwan ni Bryan pero mali ako.

He left me like I was nothing for him.

Unti-unti kong minulat ang aking mga mata dahil sa mainit na liwanag na dumadapo sa aking mukha. Argh! Bakit ang sakit ng ulo ko? And where is this light coming from? I covered my face with my bare hands just to prevent the sun's strong rays from hitting my face.

Nauntog ba ako? Minartilyo ba ng kung sino itong ulo ko? It hurts like hell!

Itong ilaw na tumatama sa'kin ay galing na ba sa langit? Namatay na ba ako? And cause ba ng death ko ay dahil may kung sinong humampas sa ulo ko? Or did I gotten into some accident and I crack my head wide open?

Sinusundo na ako? Hindi pa ako ready, Lord. Marami pa akong gagawin sa buhay at tsaka virgin pa ako--shit! Even my private part down there! My flower hurts more, like parang nalanta siya biglaan--

"Hmmm.."

Did I just hear someone hummed? Damn! Minumulto na ba ako? Kung Oo man, just kill me now! I'm so freaking afraid of ghost!

Naramdaman kong nahirapan ako huminga dahil parang may nakadagan sa dibdib ko at nang tignan ko kung ano iyun, I was shocked! I was about to scream because a hands with potruding veins are placed at the top of my naked breast!

Why the heck am I not wearing a bra?! Imposibleng hindi ako nagsuot ng brassiere dahil hindi ko kayang umalis ng bahay na hindi nakasuot niyan.

What the heck happened?

Hindi ako makahinga nang maayos dahil sa naghuhuramentado kong puso. Lord, Please, Tell me, that this is just a dream, This is one of my cruel dreams.

I swallowed hard as I slowly feel the soft bed hitting directly my skin.

I let out a breath before doing what I think I should do. I should check if my underwear is still intact with my body, Kailangan naroon iyun. Hindi pwedeng mawala ang damit na iyun sa katawan ko because that's the only thing that could protect my significant part as a woman.

That's my dignity!

Muli akong huminga ng malalim and I hitched a breath when I saw my full naked body, Hindi ako makagalaw. I was stunned, shocked, disgusted, angry, unworthy! What did I fucking do?

Napasapo ako sa aking noo, It aches so much, para itong binabasag gamit ang martilyo, I felt so drained, so tired.. So weak. Pakiramdam ko ay hindi ko na kayang tumayo dahil sa sobrang sakit ng katawan ko.

I felt my hot tears escaping from my naked eyes, I want to scream because of the anger I am possessing right now. Nagagalit ako sa sarili ko dahil hindi ko alam kung bakit ko ito ginawa, Kung paano ko ito nagawa..

Slowly, my memories from last night strucked me hard like a strong lightning from the sky. I remember myself emptying the bottle of a Liquor that I have carelessly picked at the Bartender's den, I remember myself diving into the ocean of people while dancing with sexy and intimate moves. I remember seeing my room's door in this floor and entered it like my own.