Above The Sky [Kismet Series One | Rewritten]

ATS - 27

Common terminology

Aerobic - With oxygen
Anaerobic - Without oxygen
Anoxia - No oxygen reaching the brain
Apnoea - Absence of breathing
Apnoeustic breathing - Prolonged gasping inspiration and short inefficient expiration
Asthmatic breathing - Difficulty on expiration with an audible expiratory wheeze. Caused by spasm of the respiratory passages and partial blockage by increased mucus secretion

I hit my table very hard. Hindi ako makapag-focus because a lot of things are swirling around my mind. Bakit ba kasi kailangan dumami ang mga problema ngayon? Last night's dinner was really exhausting. Nakakapagod umiwas kay Lucas, kahit saang sulok mo itapon ang iyong paningin ay nandoon siya!

I tried also to avoid having conversation with him after what happened in the kitchen pero hindi pa din ako makatakas dahil pilit akong sinama nila Chloe sa usapan nila. I was also surprised when I heard laughter coming out from Miguel's mouth, that man is very hard to pleased kaya hindi ko alam kung anong klaseng spell ang ginawa ni Lucas para magustuhan siya ni Miguel.

When we go back to our unit, I asked Miguel to stop talking with him like they're best friends because they are not and never will be but Miguel just smirked at me!

Gosh, ayoko nang makipag-interaksyon sa kaniya. The tone he used to deliver his words to me last night has a hint, a hint that I do not know and it is driving me crazy!

I am still not okay, nababaliw pa ako ngayon, mas gusto ko na lang magpabaon sa lupa.

After minutes of trying to focus and understand what I'm reading, I stopped. I can't comprehend everything, para akong nabobo.

I looked around the unit and it feels so empty. Chloe is with Rich in the hospital, enjoying their selves with nursing knowledge. Si Miguel naman ay hindi ko alam kung nasaan, after Chloe and Rich left, umalis na din agad siya at hindi man lang nagsabi kung saan pupunta. He just left me a note saying na may restaurant sa rooftop ng condominium at doon na lang daw ako kumain.

Tumayo ako at naglakad patungo sa aking kuwarto. Sa living room kasi ako nag-re-review. Ginala ko ang aking paningin habang nakapamewang, iniisip kung ano ba ang pwedeng gawin. I sighed when I found nothing pero nang tumama ang aking mga mata sa closet ay naalala ko na hindi ko pa pala naayos ang mga dala kong gamit.

I was too busy with Bryan kaya nawala na sa isip ko ang tunay na pakay ko sa bansang ito, I also forgot how to take care of myself. Dapat sarili ko ang inuuna ko ngayon lalo na't buntis ako. I let my breath out as I pull the luggage closer to me.

I put the luggage above my bed at tsaka binuksan. I scanned my things, ngayon ko lang na-realize na sobrang kaunti pala ng damit na dinala ko and even ang mga gamit na kailangan ko. For the 3rd time in this hour, I sighed as dissapointment slapped my whole being.

I also didn't bring enough money with me, may dala man ako pero pang-ilang araw lang. Nakakahiya naman kung manghihingi ako kay Mama. I brought myself here kaya dapat responsibilidad ko ang sarili ko. Nakakainis naman kasi, dapat talaga pumasok agad ako noong nakaraang araw sa trabaho para hindi ako natanggal.

The income from that job was supposed to be my allowance here in this country. Nasira ang plano ko dahil sa hindi inaasahang balita tungkol kay Bryan. My surroundings turned black again as I remember him. There are still questions in my mind that remain unanswered.

Like, where did he go? Why did he dissapear? Did he go to school? Did he reunited with his sister, again? Did he reconcile with his father before he goes to heaven? Did he live a happy life before he left this world? Naiwan ba ang stress at sakit niya sa mundong ito?