The Ride of Love (JaDine FanFiction) [COMPLETED]

Forty-ninth Stop

-His POV-

I've had the greatest day of my life ever... or so I thought it to be. I have never imagined that it would turn out like this. The whole trip was so much to remember. Every single moment of this day was and would be leaving me so much to remember soon... but I hope it to be later.

As I look at Nadine sleeping by my side, I cannot help but stare at her. She was so beautiful – the kind of beautiful that is so breathtakingly good. She has the sincerest eyes, I've ever seen. She has the lips I would love to kiss every single day of everyday. She has this long hair with the right waves that when the wind blows it, I cannot help but admire her more. I love every single part of her being. I love her.

She is sleeping so soundly next to me. I'm seeing peace all over her face right now. It is as if like there aren't so many things that she has been going through her mind. Her face is telling me that she had a wonderful day as much as I had, too – she is having the time of her life.

I caressed her face gently as I lean down to give her forehead a silent kiss.

"I love you," I whispered to her.

And from then, the tears I've been holding so much has flooded down my face. The pang in my chest is slowly creeping in to me as I cry right beside her. I don't know how long I have been holding back these tears. Was it this morning? Was it when we started our ride here? Was it when I stared at her after the long drive? Was it when she has called me Moj again? Or... was it when I was holding her tight as she told of our end? I really don't know and I don't want to know it either.

Seeing how much happy she was today made me realize that she was right. She only wanted to live the way she was supposed to. If isn't because of that damn tumor, this is how she wanted her life to be. Given just few days here, it was really like she is living her life rightfully.

I stood up from the bed and gave her a final glance before I entered the rest room and cried my heart out. I cried all the frustrations and hatred and everything I have inside me. I cannot accept this whole thing that is happening to us but, fuck, I cannot do a thing about it. Even if I curse every living thing around me nothing will change – she will not be cured. And so all I have in mind now is for God to give us more time.

"Oh, God... Please let her live longer. I don't know what I should do for you to hear me out on this but please let her be with me longer. I-I know you have your reasons for giving her... us this situation but believe me, we had gone through so much pain – together and apart. This is all I ask of you. Please listen to my prayer. Give Nadine a little more time to live for me... for her dad and friends... and most especially for her."

After I calmed down, I went to the hotel lobby to ask for some pen and papers. Then, I returned to our room and stare at Nadine as she sleeps. I don't know if it is right to do this but this is my way for me to remember her and our love. I sat down at the sofa and started to write everything my heart and mind tell about her. I don't know how I came up with the words as tears won't stop falling but I still managed to. I still write about her and our wonderful Ride of Love.