Young Love

Chapter Forty-One

Julianna's POV:

"Mommy, my arm itches.", Sophia cried.

"Grab your princess wand & come here.", I told her. She ran in her room & came back with the wand. I grabbed the wand & put it inside her cast & moved it up & down.

"Does it itch there?", I asked.

"Mhm.", she nodded, fully satisfied.

"Anytime it itches just use your wand, okay?", I said.

"Okay. Tank you, Mommy.", she said hugging me.

"Your welome, babygirl.", I said kissing her forehead.

She went in her room to play & not to long afterwards Jacob came in.

"Hey.", I said.

"Hey. Um you said you wanted to talk?", he said, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Yeah. I didn't really want us to break up but we're going no where in this relationship. Maybe we should take a break.", I said honestly.

"Wow", he chuckled.

"What's going through your mind?", I asked nervously.

"I'm just surprised because not to long ago you said you wouldn't leave me but now your saying differently.", he said.

"I said I wouldn't leave if you DIDN'T give up on us. You didn't answer my phone call when there was a REAL emergency so I took that as giving up. Plus you called me a bitch which is uncalled for!", I said.

"I didn't mean that!", he argued back.

"How do I know you don't really think that about me?", I said.

"I don't know. Maybe I do, maybe I don't. & Maybe your right. This relationship ISN'T going anywhere & maybe it was a mistake to agree to be more than friends.", he said before leaving out of the room.

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My heart dropped & tears fell from my eyes. I think I just made the biggest mistake in my life by breaking up with him. But he called me a bitch & turned off his phone when his daughter & fiance needed him the most. Most girls would do the same thing, right?

I laid in bed for a couple of hours crying my eyes out. I quickly wiped the tears away when I heard a small knock on the door.

"Come in.", I said sitting up.

"Mommy, Daddy & I made dinner. Are you hungry?", Sophia asked.

"Yes.", I sniffled.

"Are you okay?", she asked coming closer to me.

"No, Mommy is a sad.", I said letting a few tear fall.

"Don't cry. Joshy said pretty girls don't cry.", Sophia smiled a little while wiping my tears.

"It's okay. I'll be okay. A hug & a kiss will really make me feel better.", I said.

She pecked my lips & gave me a big hug. That really did make me feel better. I finally felt like somebody cared about me & loved me.

"I love you, Mommy.", she whispered in my ear.

"I love you too baby girl.", I whispered back.

"I'll be back with your food.", she said before walking out the door.

I was really trying to believe the words I said to Sophia, "I'll be okay." But in reality I know I won't.