to the groom//phan

Chapter Five

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*one week before*

Phil had moved out early, two days ago and Dan was already falling apart.

Everything made him sick.

Everything made him mad.

Everything made him sad.

Every time he tried to eat or drink he'd throw up, then he'd cry over Phil, sooner or later the thoughts would piss him off.

He'd throw something, punch things, kick things. He'd get sad and cry over the mess. He'd feel warn out after the tantrum, eat, repeat.

He wouldn't be surprised if the tux Phil got him was too big for him by the wedding day...

And then he was mad again.

He snapped out of his groggy state as he heard a knock at the door.

He jumped up from where he was sitting on the bathroom floor and checked himself in the mirror.

He looked like a train had hit him 8 times and afterwards he didn't sleep for three days straight.

It wasn't the look he was going for considering he was hoping Phil was coming to tell him he loved him and was off the hook in marrying Kate.

Dan...meant that platonic of course...

Scratch the love thing he just wants Phil back, all to himself....

He stumbled a bit as he walked out of the bathroom to get the door.

He opened it and a very sleepy looking Phil stood in front of him, Dan suddenly felt full of hope. He felt like a girl from an anime who's got her lips perked up as she leans towards the boy she has a huge crush on,

but then the boy just walks past her.

"I came to grab some things I forgot, can I come in?" The ebony haired boy asked tiredly, Dan's smile fell and he slowly stepped out of the way.

"Yeah, of course, it's your house too you kn-" Dan stopped himself, "Oh wait, never mind..." He mumbled.

Phil steeped in and his face lit up in shock as he saw the smashed items on the floor, the small dents in the walls from Dan's earlier fits.

Dan blushed, but Phil didn't say anything and continued to his old room. The brown eyed boy couldn't help, but follow him.

The whole scenario was quite depressing. Dan just watched, huddled against the door frame as Phil grabbed a little stuffed lion Dan had gotten him when they first started talking.

Phil had asked Dan to be his valentine, as a joke of course, because even then they were platonic. However, Dan really did like Phil and, even if he didn't know it, Phil liked him too. to sum it up, Dan got Phil Lion for the first Valentine's Day they spent together over Skype.

Dan was surprised Phil wasn't just throwing Lion away, instead he grabbed a few other small things and left.

Once again Dan was alone.