to the groom//phan

Chapter Forty-One

I eagerly jump onto my bed.

I was going crazy, all I was trying to do was get back to the orphanage from school okay, but no.

I had accidentally stepped right into a mud puddle, ruining my only good pair of pants. On top of that, Dan and Phil had uploaded a new video for the first time in eight months and I haven't gotten the chance to watch because of school.

I turn it on finally, it starts with both of them on Phil's bed:

"Hey guys, we're back! Finally! I know it's been literally forever, but we've been going through some personal things."

"Pretty please forgive us guys, we are back to stay." Dan pitched in, he looked significantly thinner, but maybe that's just me.

"You guys must especially miss Dan. You've at least had me on social media, right?"

Dan giggles, "Yeah, me not being on Twitter is probably more shocking to you than not uploading for eight months."

I laugh out loud, watching this video is the highlight of my past eight months.

Why does an eleven, almost twelve year old hate everything?

Well life isn't fun in an orphanage where everyone makes fun you, on top of newfound middle school bullies.

I finish the video, a huge grin spread across my face.

I wonder happened over the months? Something personal...

"June, why do you watch those faggots?"

"Because they make me happy, leave me alone Anna."

"You're so lame, no wonder your parents didn't want you."

See what I mean?